its just right because im going to art college basically next year everyone thinks im really into art.
and dont get me wrong i was, and i do really like art but its not my main passion?
i have two main interests and theyre art and playing my guitar
and recently because ive started to songwrite, ive written lots of lyrics and bits of songs and then made loads of little tunes i feel as if thats all i want to do lol.
i really just am looking foward to the future because i want to be in a band, im not looking foward to becoming some sort of artist like everyone expects of me
and i wouldnt think it would have bothered me that people think i have different ambitions to what i do but recently its all thats been drummed into me lol
everything i hear is about selling paintings and becoming an artist, because EVERYONE keeps going on about the brit school. and now im doing this work exp like today we did a photoshoot and i was more interested in the band and wanted to be in a band in future weheras everyone thought i was really into the photography and wanted to be a photographer :{
and this week i just know its all gonna be directed towards doing something with art
and its just beginning to get to me as its making me not really want to do the brit school anymore, i just want to drop out and do music.
its not as if i have some burning desire to be famous, its really not like that lmao i just want to write music and play my guitar and i know it seems stupid because its such a hard proffesion to get into
idk it just feels right
but no one else thinks so :{





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