Starting to despise life...

[@K]

Ok, I'm not an 'Emo' or anything, I'm more of a 'Casual', but anyway I'm in love with my ex, seriously, we broke up a few months back now, and she's all I can think about, there's no girls that I can see myself being with except from her. I've been out clubbing, got with other girls etc. but it's only her I care about, and if she catches me kissing another girl, she becomes so protective, saying 'Your too good for her', gets jelous etc. Yet today, I came online and there was a message saying that 'someone' had told her I'm going out with this girl who happens to be a good friend of mine, and I just don't know what to do anymore. I have the chance to move back to England if I wish, and better yet it will be close to where I am from, but I don't want to leave the lifestyle here in Spain. Please give me some advice .x

[:Jakey]

Wow.. That was really like reading a version of me. im in exactly the same position atm but im in england.. i dont know what to do either.. im , atm just letting her get on with it but i still cant stop thinking of her.. :|

[@K]

If you had the choice though, would you move away, or stay put? I mean in my predicement

[&]

are you that guy who has to choose to live with dad in spain / mum in England.
Love is a powerful thing.
Tell her how you feel, if shes really protective of you, she might feel the same.

Stay put in spain btw :[

[@K]

No I'm not lol, I jsut read her thread after making this, and btw I have told her, but in quite an angry manner, to an extent where I didn't want to speak to her so I just text messaged her saying I ain't going out with ... so what you on about, I'm still in love with you for **** sake etc.

[&]

Well thats not good
When you next see her, just be calm, apologise for the text etc and try and talk properly.

if she rejects you - thats life.
(8)dry your eyes mate i know its hard to see but her mind has been made up, theres plenty more fish in the sea, its overrr(8)

[@K]

Lol I was just thinking about that song, and I wont deny I'm not going to apologize, because I will and she knows that, but she also knows that I have a VERY short temper and which will be the reason I have sent it. Everything she does though jus winds me up:rolleyes:

[:Jakey]

omg dude.. ive sent her a text aswell saying dont ever tlk to me again -.- i swear its like your me ^^

[@K]

Lol, are you 17, a little **** andsensitive whilst being a short tempered **** aswell? lol.

[:Jakey]

well im short tempered and sensitive not 17 tho ;p