My mum puts me down so much, every detail, from how I look onwards. I will be doing some work, and she always tries to catch me not working, as if i lie, she knows how stressed i am with exams, yet she accuses me of pretending to be working. She also shouts at me, for something the dog would do, and when i mean shout i mean scream till your throat hurts. She drove my Dad away, and plays mindgames to make me hate him, even tho she says he does that but he really doesn't. So anyway, she shouts non stop, and it causes me to shout, i can't really describe how much i hate my life, she tells me non stop how horrible i am, how she wishes i would leave, how horrible i look wearing what ever i am wearing, and then when other people are around she acts so nice and fake, she claims she has depression but i think it's an excuse for her to not go to work. I try telling her how upset she makes me feel, like today i told her how hard i work and how she puts me down really makes me not want to bother with exams anymore, and she punished me. I cry everyday, and tried to kill myself once because of her, before you ask i am not a emo i just feel so unwanted.





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You are wanted by your friends at Habbox though, Lizzie.





