The first day it started going around school
The way you attempted to avoid me
I think about how I sat here everyday reading the corny e-mails you sent to me
How you begged me to give you a chance and I refused
I remember sitting next to you in 2nd period math
My eyes were like magnets to your gorgeous brown ones
All you did was smiled

The crushes ended but you still stayed in my head
Swimming around like a fish in its bowl
I couldn’t let this one go, I just couldn’t

Then your phone number started showin’ up on the caller ID
And phone calls about arithmetic homework turned into 2 hours of chatters
I began to open up to you like the clouds do after a storm
You knew me better then my family
You became my big brother and I was your little sister

You were the one who cared more then anyone else
Said you worried about me and couldn’t stand me hurtin’
You let me cry to you all night long about nothing
You were always there for me no matter what it was

We dont go a day without talking let alone an hour
You know when I’m not acting like your happy little princess and can always fix things
You’re my other half the one I cannot live without

It was like I got hit with a brick, it hurt so badly
You forgot to call, you lied, said you didn’t trust me
Accused me of not caring and not telling the truth

I don’t know what happened
But let me tell you I’m having trouble living without my other half
How can you leave me alone and scared like this

Now I’m laying here thinking about the late night phone calls, the concerts, the movies, and all the ‘you will always be’
I’m not sure how to deal with this, life without you seems so wrong

I hope you are happy now as I sit here crying and there is no one to wipe away the tears
I hope you are happy having no one to talk to or fix your problems
I hope you like feeling helpless