Something bad happened to a gay guy at my school.

[Buddy]

I think the story is a lie.. sorry but I do. And you stereotype too much. Go away.

You think everyones story is a lie. This is the truth. I spent time writing this because I want to tell what happened to me. I feel really sorry that he died and it probably was a bit my fault. Thats why I posted this, because everyday since the day he died I feel guilty.

[Uwe]

according to your original post, you dont feel guitly

[cocaine]

First of all I am gay. At least I THINK i am. All my life my mom and grandma, aunts etc have said I am handsome, good looking etc. And since I was 12 ive started knowing whos hot and whos not. Im in year 9 and I like this guy in grade 12. When we walk down the hall we usualy see eachother, look for a second and then keep walking. But theres this guy in my band class, he always wears a jacket, his voice is really high pitched like a preppy girl, he doesnt have many friends. I think that his only friend is a girl. Who's in my class. I asked her why shes friends with him and she said that her mom is friends with his mom and she was asked to be friends with him so her mom would buy her and iPod.Hes a really ugly kid. I know its not nice to say that but hes just really ugly. He stares at me and I feel really uncomfortable. I can tell that hes gay. But I always thought that gay guys are good looking. All the ones ive seen so far are. Like in moves and pictures, the gay guys are actualy attractive. Well anywayThen about two months ago I went to the washroom and the creepy gay guy went in right beside me and then he grabbed me and pushed me down to his waist and put my face up close to his private part. He told me to suck his thing. I was really freaked. I punched him in the head and pushed him into the wall and ran out of the bathroom. I went to my friends and then we told a teacher. The kid ran out of the washroom and out of the school. After school I walked to the local Wal-mart with my friends and my girlfriend (I dont like girls, but girls keep asking me to go out with them. I usualy say I like someone else. My friends getting mad as why all the girls like me and they have to try to get them to like them.)Back to the story,while we were walking we saw police cars and ambulance in the field right beside the store. We walked over to see what wat was happening. What had happened was the creepy gay guy injected battery acied into his veins using a used needle that he supposedly found somewhere and he drank antifreeze wich made him blind. His body was found crushed. They said that he was ran over by someone who was driving a quad but the person driving did not report what had happened and just drove off. So the kid died. I dont feel that bad about it. But I just wanted to share a story as why I dont want to be gay, I dont want to become like that creepy kid.

Ok, first of all.

1) YOU DON'T FEEL BAD ABOUT HIM DYING? WHAT KIND OF MONSTER ARE YOU? You've just left him there, he's probably really upset, so he commits suicide. And you don't even feel bad for him and for his parents?

2) Ok, you said yourself you were gay. NOT wanting to get into the realms
of stereotyping, but sucking the others boys 'thing' is what happens between two people that are gay? But you said you didn't, so thats ok. But you could have just said 'No, sorry, I'm not ready' NOT FLIPPIN PUNCH HIM IN THE HEAD!

You have some serious sexuality problems to sort out.

[Bicept]

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[Typpi]

I hate it when people act like this towards gays, IT'S NOT A DISEASE! There's nothing wrong with being gay and ok what he did was wrong, but don't judge other's by one guy. And let the poor guy rest in peace now.

he was forcing him to give him a blowj... that is beond sickness

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[Typpi]

Ok, first of all.

1) YOU DON'T FEEL BAD ABOUT HIM DYING? WHAT KIND OF MONSTER ARE YOU? You've just left him there, he's probably really upset, so he commits suicide. And you don't even feel bad for him and for his parents?

2) Ok, you said yourself you were gay. NOT wanting to get into the realms
of stereotyping, but sucking the others boys 'thing' is what happens between two people that are gay? But you said you didn't, so thats ok. But you could have just said 'No, sorry, I'm not ready' NOT FLIPPIN PUNCH HIM IN THE HEAD!

You have some serious sexuality problems to sort out.

if som1 is trying to force u to suck is ...... its like rap'ing som1, u gonna say ''no pls im not redy'' when som1 is trying to rap'e u?

[wow i dp lets call a forum mod]

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I Totally agree with the above 2 posts

[Buddy]

I really confuzzed as if I should feel guilty. I didnt feel guilty until two days ago when my school had a year end party thing and there was a remembrance thing for that kid because he was the only one who I think has died in a while at my school.

And just because your gay, doesnt mean u can have cex at 15 years old. he could of had STD'S
Im trying really hard not to be gay. I just want to try, if I cant stop being gay then Il do gay stuff later on in life but not right now!!1

[Zenzi]

Yes. That's called denial. You'll get over it. You can't force yourself to be hetrosexual.

Don't spend time trying to find yourself straight, because you'll loose yourself in the process. I know this from personal experience.

[Scotesh]

I reckon he had problems, but I also think you're very shallow.
Not all gay people are going to be attractive, just as if you find ''ugly'' straight people. I dont think it was entirely your fault, but I also think that maybe what you did, punching him, maybe made him real rejected, and that cold have pushed him over the edge. He obviously had deep emotional problems, from people such as yourself, bullying and looking down on him. It's not entirely your fault, as I said but, maybe the path you chose to take about your reactions towards him, was the wrong one to take. I can understand leaving and reporting it, but the violence was very over-the-top. You could have used your voice rather than using violence to an already obviously damaged kid.


P.S ; I do admire your honestly after all. I dont blame you entirely, just a thought. And I agree about you not wanting to get into the realms of stereotyping or whatever, but I think what you said was very extreme, not caring he killed himself? Which was most likely your fault? Or could have been a major factor of why he commited suicide?