Morbidness ?

[WarezKid]

Do you mean you "see in your mind" that your hurt? but you dont feel like it ? :S

[Breakfloor]

your lucky you havent had a past like mine.

at the moment i feel sick alot. because glass, doors and screaming reminds me of my accident. the feeling oof warm blood squirting out of your arm isnt a nice memory.

but still, even before that i had a REALLY bad childhood. it was nobodys fault. but my mum couldnt leave her boyfriend. how many times he poured petrol around the house and over himself while we were watching. at the time i thought he was my dad but i didnt know the difference between skin color.

oh well. just try not to think of the bad things and you cant compare them to things happening now.