Is this Wrong?

[blah blah blah]

Thats pretty weird. but understandable.
Maybe you just want what you cant have. & if you get what you want you might not want it anymore because you might be scared and paranoid because he might cheat on you again...
You could be getting into a worse situation then you already are. Better off without him. Move on.

[alex 1889]

Dont even talk to him. If i was in your situation, i'd probaly kill him.

agreed

[Earthquake]

He sounds lucky to be honest.

[Yidiyot]

Sometimes, it is not easy to stop loving someone you have trusted over time. I have been going out with my girlfriend for just over a year now, and I trust her with my life. Whilst I know she has never slept with another man, I doubt I'd stop loving her if she ever did. It's not an easy thing to do - to stop loving someone is like tearing pieces of your heart away from you.

Not an easy situation!