I don't see how you can't describe that as bad, you need therapy or something.This is my OCD (I have more, but theres too many to list all in one go):
- Every time I enter the bathroom, I have to flush the chain, even if I haven't used the toilet.
- I'm a hoarder, I hoard carrier bags, deodorant cans, used pens/pencils and glass bottles.
- I organise everything by height, width, alphabetical order and colour.
- I have to continually touch everything with both hands, to ensure equality within my body.
- I eat/drink in fours (crisps, chips, take four sips from a drink before stopping).
- I check to see if my door, windows etc are closed at least 8 times before sleeping.
- I check to see if my computer is off, often having to physically turn it on and turn it off again just to make sure.
- I walk in accordance with patterns on the floor (in the fashion of the "L" the knight moves in chess).
- I avoid cracks on the floor.
- I organise my computer in folders which does not end, its just folders upon folders upon folders.
- Every time I close Internet Explorer, just before I delete my history and cookies, I also do this after.
- I cannot stand it when plugs are live, I often get the feeling of getting an electric shock when their on.
- I continually straighten books, DVDs, Cd's, chairs, boxes, pens, spoons, forks etc. to ensure they're in line.
My daily school routine:
1. My alarm goes off
2. I sit in my bed for exactly three minutes before getting up
3. I get up and walk downstairs (avoiding the top (13th) step) while touching every wall with both hands as I walk down
4. I open my bedroom door with one foot then the other while being 6 steps up from the bottom
5. I walk down to the kitchen, opening the living room door with both hands and touching the other side before it closes
6. I open the fridge, cupboard etc. with both hands before getting anything out of them
7. After my breakfast, I go up stairs to have a shower doing touch the door the same as before
8. In the shower, I wash my torso, then my arms, legs, back and eventually neck spending between 10-15 minutes, if I spend longer, I get stressed, then I flush the toilet before leaving
9. I get dried and dressed, Turn the TV go to my set favourite and search up 10 channels, then down 10 channels before return to my favourite.
11. I do my hair working from right to left, then front and back
12. I turn off the TV and the sky 3-4 times depending on the time (41-44 = 3 times, 45-55 = 4 times)
13. I go down stairs with my bag on my right shoulder, I do the same routine going downstairs as described earlier
14. I swap shoulders in between the second and ground floor
15. I sit down, turn the TV on, set the volume to 8 (default setting) and go up four settings while alternative hands
16. Every five minutes, I change which arm the remote is sitting on
17. When my friends come for me to go to school, I turn the TV off with my left hand, then I touch the button with my right hand twice, then my left hand again once (equalling 4 times touching it)
18. Leave via the front door, swapping the hand I opened the door with (left) to the other (right), then lift the handle up to set it up to lock (although I wont be locking it)
19. I close the gate with one hand and lock it with the other
20. I touch the lamp post near my house then go
It isn't as bad as it sounds, I get by most of the time, and don't notice when I do things. Also if I miss something, I try to hurry to the next obsession/compulsion before I loose control and have to do things over again.
I had extreme OCD but it's not that hard to conquer/overcome with the right help.



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ecept for like random things that I dump anywhere I feel like.
