I can't do it anymore. [Long]

[Yazatron]

I don't know what's wrong with me. I've had such a hard time for the past six years with my family. And now it's relationships. I thought I found the right guy, lost my virginity to him and then he ignored me for four weeks, so I dumped him but it's only just hit me how everything is falling apart. I had a huge row with my family yesterday and I've had privileges taken away from me and I haven't even done anything severely wrong. They're angry at me because I'm not mature enough and they don't even know me anymore.

Anyway, it's gotten to the point where this Sunday just gone, I've lost my appetite. I haven't eaten a proper meal since then, I just haven't been hungry. I keep crying and I feel like there is a hand reaching out of me for help but no one is there. I know I sound like a whining little emo but I'm in such desperation here. I'm worried about my health because its messing up big time. I feel so exhausted, fatigue. Everything is going slow and looks like a really vague dream. But its unusual for me to not eat because I'm a normal, well-balanced eater and eventually my rents' are going to notice and that'll be another thing to argue about. I've already spoken to them and they just say I'm pathetic. I don't know what to do anymore. Have I got depression?

I still feel the will to live, though I do wonder what its like to die and how people would respond but I'd never do it because I've come so far in life. I was depressed last year to the point where I lost all my interest in all my ambitions and talents but I got back to normal. But now it's all coming back again but in a more harsher form. I still have all my interest in my hobbies (thank God!) but this is getting to me more emotionally. I'm worried about my health.

[Obiod]

Your pregnant maybe?

[Meti]

Nah. I doubt she's pregnant.
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I think you've got deprission. But I'm not sure. People with deprission act like this, but it's no problem. You need to have a break from everything. Just relax, do things you like.
If you feel that you're not hungry, and you know that you haven't aten in a while, eat some food anyways! If you don't eat food, you will be skinny, you will feel very bad. worse than it is atm. It's not your body that says "I'm not hungry". It's you! Tell yourself that you need to eat, and eat! You will feel much better. Do you drink water? If not, start drinking it. Water is always good, since you can drink it how much you want to drink it. And how often you want to.
As I said, calm down. Take a break from everything you're doing. Do things you enjoy, and do that, until you feel better. When you feel better, you can be a happy person again. And hey. You really need to talk to your parents about this.

Hope I helped =)

[N-Dubz]

Depends what sort of depression you have. If you start thinking of sucide you should really go see someone. Someone in my family has depression and now they take tablets, its a horriable thing to see someone let go of there life like that.
I argue with my parents all the time, they do not know me much either but I do push myself to find things in common with them, dont isolate yourself away from your family. The boy you lost your virginity to is a loser, its not your fault and I don't see why your blaming yourself.
Some people are so much worse of then you, so appriciate your life instead of complaining.

[Orangeesh]

If your worried about your health... - goto your GP, simple.
If you think your depressed, goto your GP he/she will talk to you, they might get some anti-depressnt tablets for you and ask you if you want to be referred to someone.

Think of it this way, you only live once (as far as we know) why waste your time feeling down when you can just go out and have a good time!!!

With your family thing, just apologise and explain that your feeling down and not happy. There your family and they will understand. Maybe think of some things you really want to do, and try them. Live your life the best you can

[Turnip]

I'd recommend going to see your doctor.
If you dont want too do this, im sure you've got freinds to talk too about your problems? If not.. Close family members (Uncles, Aunts)

Also, feel free to PM me, as i'll happily try my best to help out as i hate to see people in the state that you are in, and i'd like to help you get better.

[H]

Your pregnant maybe?

LOL......

I agree with what everyone has said, if you're worried it's always helpful to go to your GP. It gives a sense of security and they're usually always caring it's a nice to speak to someone who has experience.

If you don't think it's that bad you're probably just having a bad patch in your life, most people go through them from time to time. You just have to pull yourself together and keep on living as in the end it will only make you a stronger person. As for that guy WHAT A PIG, typical bloke geez.

Just continue to work hard at what you love, if your family are going to treat you like that then I suggest you TRY to make it work. If they still treat you like dirt then just try distance yourself from arguments but don't totally disconnect from your family. They may just struggle to understand you. GOOD LUCK.

[xo-magey-ox]

ur a bit like me just compleately loseing the plot stop eats and so on its depresshion self conshiosness got to your gp and hopefully they will do something about it