Okay, I don't really know but I'm 13 years old, and I have always had "feelings" for the same sex since about 4th grade. Well, now I'm in the 8th grade and my hormones are going nuts, I don't know if I'm really gay or my body is playing April Fools on me every day. When I look at a girl I don't get that "vibe" like I get for looking at a guy. I just can't picture myself "doing" it with a female. I like a few guys and I know they're straight except for one, Michael. He's adorable, built, football player, basketball player, OKAY I'll stop teasing you. Anyway, he seems to at school hit on me by calling me sexy names and always likes to touch me, sneak up to me when im bent down in my locker screaming where the bloody hell are my books, and he just starts rubbing my back, I deny any feelings towards him and pushes him away.
I don't really know what to do, my parents are homophobic and threaten me saying if I'm gay or bi they'll send me to foster care or "kill" me.
My life is spy rolling down the toilet.





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lol!