i never want to sleep but when i do i don't want to wake up, no matter how many hours sleep i got.
like when im going to bed whether it's early, normal time or late i always take my ipod or phone or a book. even if i'm tired i don't want to sleep >_> mainly cause i'm left with my thoughts for hours which drive me mad.then when it's time to get up, i don't want to get up. if i don't have to get up, i'll go back to sleep or lay there for hours doing nothing but thinking or listening to music. i don't get out of bed until my mum literally shouts at me to.
i'm not really a lazy person i make sure i do get up and dressed and go out every day unless the weather is really bad. + i generally do something productive but it's such a drag to initially get up. this isn't normal for me cause i used to wake up before 9am every weekend (but still always forced myself to stay awake at night), i dunno what's happened.








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