i am UTTERLY DESPERATE

[Code]

I find that hard to believe, Cursed. If your sister had all these diseases or whatever, surely your parents or the hospital or someone woulda told you what was going on.

Don't make jokes about people dying. For god's sake, it's not funny.

[CursedHeart]

your the sick one you idiot. she died when i was 9 and broke my world apart so get your ****ing facts straight

[Rebecca]

I find that hard to believe, Cursed. If your sister had all these diseases or whatever, surely your parents or the hospital or someone woulda told you what was going on.

Don't make jokes about people dying. For god's sake, it's not funny.

WILL STFU CAL WOULDNT LIE ABOUT THAT AND YOU HARDLY KNOW HER.. NO ONE IS SICK ENOUGHT TO MAKE UP SOMTHING LIKE THAT.. NEXT TIME YOU TRY TO STATE YOUR EFFING OPINION , THINK BEFORE YOU BLOODY TYPE.

[CursedHeart]

forget it Bexa im glad he thinks im lying it means he doesnt see the pain in the way i write, i see it in people and i know what i means, it means theyre heart was broken as their entire world was ripped from them. im glad hes never felt that pain i wish to god i hadnt.

Then again i wish my other sister hadnt hit me.. i wish my dad hadnt randomly stopped speaking to me.. i wished my first boyfriend hadnt been a pedophile.. i wish a lot of things but hey what can yuo do

[Rebecca]

pfft your right. i'll bet he'll say now your such a liar :@ omgss bah!

[Homesrfan]

Go to a doctor and ask.
They know much more about this stuff then some kids. No offense or anything...

[CursedHeart]

well actually i posted this a few days ago and i know now but thanks. and not everyone who uses habbox is a kid

[Pulchritudinous]

Jees, I know you are now aware, but I would of said 100, some of those have such terrible symptons, she much of been in alot of pain.

[CursedHeart]

I know. I cried a lot when i finally found a medical person to talk to. And it started raining really hard so she knows i know Im hoping i can cry it all out and try and heal. Ive been so low for so long...

[Pulchritudinous]

I know. I cried a lot when i finally found a medical person to talk to. And it started raining really hard so she knows i know Im hoping i can cry it all out and try and heal. Ive been so low for so long...

I've read some stuff you've posted and it's understandable that you're feeling miserable, honestly!
I don't know anyone who's been through as much as you.
By the way, I know people are trying to help you, let them, my friend was depressed for a long time, and medical help didn't change her, she did.