Spiders ;X

[Honesty]

I have a phobia of them. In a situation where there may (not definately!) be a spider I can't relax. I shudder and keep looking around me. Sometimes the simple possibility of there being a spider can lead to a panic attack, never mind how I react when I actually find one. Every time I go into a room I have to check round to see if there's any spiders. I have hallucinations of them, sometimes I can't tell between hallucinations and reality. I feel like I'm losing my mind some of the time.

I'll do anything to be safe from a spider. Including ordering a takeaway just so the delivery man can get rid of it. I regularly have to ring my gran or go to the neighbours, or sometimes just run out of the house altogether, or lock myself in a "safe" room. It's pathetic and beginning to take over my life. Some days I refuse to go in one or more rooms. Once my list of avoided rooms has been: the kitchen bedroom bathroom and living room. Ridiculous haha.

Yup I know they can't hurt me, and they are positive for the enviroment. They still scare the hell out of me though. I find them fascinating to read about but I just can't bear to be in the same room (or house) as one. Argh.

Im abit like that i keep looking around and i'll find one and freak out. like atm theres a daddy long legs by the door which is keeping me in the sitting room im like uh but i wont sleep tonight because i've seen to many.
Also the other night a big black one ran across my face in bed so i avoid my room now x_x

[-Sweex]

say hi!

[Dentafrice1]

[Honesty]

you evil gits :x

[-Sweex]

Umm no not enough was it?

[Dentafrice1]

[jordybumz!]

Ouch??

[Dentafrice1]

Yep. I got bad repped!! OMG Ill get you :p

[DMB-Hosting]

OMG I HATE THE LITTLE ****ers

[sarey]

Omg, those spiders made me cringe big time, now you made me keep looking around for them !