I think you need to start getting some more friends who don't spin you a web of lies, which make you feel worse. They can fine you but it's not £50 a day, I don't think. I'm assuming the same friend told you that they 'report your mum', 'fine you £50 a day if you go on holiday during term-time'
I think you can kill two birds with one stone here. You can sign up to a gym and make new friends there. As they're in the same boat (keeping fit), your new friends can support you. Gain more confidence and take control of your life.















one thing .... dont commit sucide




