what comes after death is scary

what comes after death is scary
I don't want to die, obviously - but I'm not afraid of it at all. I'd rather die than be a vegetable or unable to look after myself - that's when premature death is welcomed by me. You never know, I could fall onto the train tracks one morning before work and that could be it.
Nonetheless, when it happens I'm not going to care because I'll be dead and finally feel/see nothing.
bella ciao
i'm not really too afraid of dying, as long as i don't have to suffer. i'm far more worried of the people i love dying and it worries me greatly.