GID

[Danny]

So I have read a little more and found this:
Signs of indirect gender dysphoria

1. Continual difficulty with simply getting through the day. For most of my life, everything was inexplicably stressful, and it was hard to work up the effort to do even the smallest everyday things. Going to the store, cleaning up the house, getting in the shower, any little thing people asked of me… it all just felt like too much. Even when there was no situational cause for this stress, nothing came easily to me. It was more than a mere habit of laziness – it was like I was so mentally fatigued that everything was a constant burden and a struggle.

I could force myself to get things done, but it would take a lot out of me. I would be irritable, snappish, annoyed by everything, and in anywhere from a mildly bad mood to a very bad mood almost every day. What happiness I did experience was typically short-lived and compromised by the ongoing undertone of dissatisfaction and, well, grumpiness. I didn’t like this at all. It was a constant tension, and I wished more than anything that I could find some way to relax and unwind. I didn’t want to be this way.

This sounds like me down to a T, but I wonder am I trying to find excuses for the way I am? It is hard knowing that what ever I decide, I will never be truly happy. How can I be when I know deep down I will never be who I truly am supposed to be?

[Danny]

I have taken steps into finding support, now I have to work up the courage to actually go. There is a meeting in London but I am really shy anyway, but doing this is huge. Ahhh, I don't know how I am going to do this.

[Cody]

Be who you want to be we all are here for you no matter what!


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