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[!:Joe:!]

Wow this is really touching, it makes me sick to think how someone can do that to another person, I know I would never treat my gf like that, I just cant imagine it.

[Bef]

It's easy for people to say forgot the past, bla bla. Ive heard that so many times. From friends, family, professionals. But the past isn't something you can forget. Even if you live your life distracting yourself. Trying to close that bit in your mind that you can't deal with, it will always open up when your lying in bed at night. Or sitting there quiet, It's hard.

[Digital]

It's easy for people to say forgot the past, bla bla. Ive heard that so many times. From friends, family, professionals. But the past isn't something you can forget. Even if you live your life distracting yourself. Trying to close that bit in your mind that you can't deal with, it will always open up when your lying in bed at night. Or sitting there quiet, It's hard.

Sorry =[

[Bef]

O i wasn't getting at u lol

[CursedHeart]

if anyones interested in trying to help me im an interesting case study, some more info about me..

bullied had to move schools
parents divorce
severely disabled sister who i cared for / died when i was 7
pedophile first boyfriend
sociopath second boyfriend
self harmer
several suicide attempts
extreme paranoia about people in relationships / people hearing my thoughts / seeing my actions
anxiety attacks when i lerave the house
sister (other one) used to hit me
dad and i very close then one day stopped speaking to me or my mum (but did talk to my sister)
dad now lives 100 miles away with new son step daughter and son and wife.. who was one of my sisters nurses

psychiatrists =2
psychotherapists =1
family therapists=1
counsellors=2

NHS diagnosis: sensitive

no history / contact with drugs drink or cigarettes

[Digital]

O i wasn't getting at u lol

O :rolleyes:

if anyones interested in trying to help me im an interesting case study, some more info about me..

bullied had to move schools
parents divorce
severely disabled sister who i cared for / died when i was 7
pedophile first boyfriend
sociopath second boyfriend
self harmer
several suicide attempts
extreme paranoia about people in relationships / people hearing my thoughts / seeing my actions
anxiety attacks when i lerave the house
sister (other one) used to hit me
dad and i very close then one day stopped speaking to me or my mum (but did talk to my sister)
dad now lives 100 miles away with new son step daughter and son and wife.. who was one of my sisters nurses

psychiatrists =2
psychotherapists =1
family therapists=1
counsellors=2

NHS diagnosis: sensitive

no history / contact with drugs drink or cigarettes

Sorry to hear that =[ My dad left my mum when i was a baby ;[ i still see him just dont like him.

[Not-Thrilled]

if anyones interested in trying to help me im an interesting case study, some more info about me..

bullied had to move schools
parents divorce
severely disabled sister who i cared for / died when i was 7
pedophile first boyfriend
sociopath second boyfriend
self harmer
several suicide attempts
extreme paranoia about people in relationships / people hearing my thoughts / seeing my actions
anxiety attacks when i lerave the house
sister (other one) used to hit me
dad and i very close then one day stopped speaking to me or my mum (but did talk to my sister)
dad now lives 100 miles away with new son step daughter and son and wife.. who was one of my sisters nurses

psychiatrists =2
psychotherapists =1
family therapists=1
counsellors=2

NHS diagnosis: sensitive

no history / contact with drugs drink or cigarettes

Unlucky. At least you're happy in your current relationship...I think.

[ilovejordan]

Hm, do u have councelling they do help a lot.. I used to self harm for personal reasons.. And it really helped pm me if you need help ok babz

[Pulchritudinous]

Listen up, I'm about to preachhhh here!

You have to be unhappy sometimes to know what it feels like to be happy, allow yourself to be happy, don't let shi't stop you, if you want to curl up in a ball and cry for the day, don't do it, stand up tall and keep a smile on your face for the day, at the end of the day you could have everyone in the world trying to make you feel better, but only you can change yourself.

Think about it, when your 60 years old, do you want to think back and regret letting some ******* destroy you, because I know I wouldn't.

Just be stronggg. xxxxxxxxxxx

Please do NOT avoid the filter, use other words that show your feelings more strongly - GommeInc

[HellyBelly]

Sorry to hear that =[ My dad left my mum when i was a baby ;[ i still see him just dont like him.

Same, my dads such a :rude: he just got married.