true, I already hate myself though, depression or stupidness? :eusa_naug

true, I already hate myself though, depression or stupidness? :eusa_naug
i also like to headbut my doorOriginally Posted by Me
i like been stressed gets all my anger out, but also breaks my knuckles
Yeah....I been depressed for a while before...people at school picking on me because of my hearin problems. They keep messing with my hearing aids and everything. That stuff changed when I threw a kid against the school bus. Everyone stopped messing with me. But yeah also the other thing that caused my depression was seeing my grandpa almost try to kill himself....I was right in front of him.....he took out his gun...and was gonna blast his brains out. Lucky my dad was there to stop him. The reason I saw that was because I was living at my grandparent's for a while..because my new house wasn't done yet..yeah. But I was really depressed.....I just kept punching things and biting myself because I needed to release the pain. But after I threw that kid against the bus and got suspended...I felt free. I lost my depression....also listening to stuff like insane clown posse helped me. It's just...listening to songs about killing help me think about killing the people I hate....and killing the haters in the world. Listening to that helped me......bleh thats enough I don't want you to die from reading this long story.
M friend suffered from bullying, everytime he walked to the bus stop they would be there punching him, spitting at him, it had come to the point were he had enough. There was 3 of them one smaller than the other two, so when he next walked to the bus stop it started again but the small one never really did much just laughed, so he pushed the other 2 out the way, took his bag off, and headbutted him, after that they never stopped, yes he did get excluded but i'm sure it couldn't of been worse than the bullying.
I'm not saying that you should result to violence, but sometimes it's the only way...
lol i would think insane clown posse would make it worseOriginally Posted by PaulYaDeafHomie
Yeah....I been depressed for a while before...people at school picking on me because of my hearin problems. They keep messing with my hearing aids and everything. That stuff changed when I threw a kid against the school bus. Everyone stopped messing with me. But yeah also the other thing that caused my depression was seeing my grandpa almost try to kill himself....I was right in front of him.....he took out his gun...and was gonna blast his brains out. Lucky my dad was there to stop him. The reason I saw that was because I was living at my grandparent's for a while..because my new house wasn't done yet..yeah. But I was really depressed.....I just kept punching things and biting myself because I needed to release the pain. But after I threw that kid against the bus and got suspended...I felt free. I lost my depression....also listening to stuff like insane clown posse helped me. It's just...listening to songs about killing help me think about killing the people I hate....and killing the haters in the world. Listening to that helped me......bleh thats enough I don't want you to die from reading this long story.
Hmmm Yesterday, Girlfriend... *Sighs*
heh - depression succcccks doode!
all i care about is laura prepon & cats.
Yup... And You Waste Lots Of Money, Or 100 Creds In This Case Anyway
I suffer from depersonalization...which is a disorder dealing with depression/stress
It's when you feel like you are living in a dream...nothing is real. You even start looking at yourself as if you are someone else Really weird :/
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Hey peepsies, try concentrating on the postive stuff in your life, instead of the negative, instead of looking for the teeniest thing to cry about, smile about the things you never really appreciate.
I used to always think about negative stuff, and it made me miserable, now I try and think about postitive stuff, you'll feel better.
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