Are you happy with yourself now?

[Zelda]

no i absolutely hate my life more then i ever did at the present moment. I'm so unhappy with my appearance and everything, i just see fat everywhere on me even though my friends tell me i'm really skinny already and i keep comparing myself to anyone who is even slightly lighter then me and i just get so jealous of them, and i also just always see a hideous monster whenever i look in a mirror anyway, like i hate all my features other then my eyebrows completely, yet i live with mirrors in line of view wherever i sit so i always do have to look at myself.

if anything i do just generally seem to get jealous of everything these days though, like i am so jealous of all my mates being so artistic and amazing at drawing and stuff like that when i am completely useless, i get jealous of like people being better looking then me, stronger, taller, smaller, people doing different subjects then me i also seem to get jealous of, and god knows what else tbh.

i also have like massive trust issues with everyone, and can't believe that anyone actually likes me in the slightest, and i just have streams of delusional fantasies and ideas passing through my head constantly that make me so scared because it basically just forces me to believe all sorts of horrible stuff that people think about me etc.

i've basically got to the point where i hate myself so much that i literally want to kill myself so much, but i actually hate myself so much that i also want to not kill myself so i can suffer more, and it's not just myself that i seem to get a kick out of seeing suffer either, like i always find myself being cheered up by watching people failing or suffering and all sorts of stuff tbh

[Phil]

I'm pretty happy with my life right now. Work is going good although I'm not getting a fantastic amount of hours I'm getting more than I used to. Hanging out with friends a lot and my relationship is going fab. Have two holidays to look forward to this summer and I've decided to go back to college in September. Can't complain really

[God]

Im happy with how my life is going, all the opportunity I've been able to take, all the wonderful people I've meet.
Now On my body, I'm not so happy on my looks and I could stand to lose like 1 million bagillion thousand pounds.
But I wouldn't go out and Kill myself over it, nowhere near that.

[-:Undertaker:-]

Kind of but not at the same time.

I can't complain though.

[wixard]

no. the older i get the less happy i become

life just constantly feels like one big pity party right now, definitely making it out worse than it actually is

[geo]

i am okay!!! working my way to being happy with who i am, and happy with where i am.

think a lil while ago, was so happy with what i had that i forgot about myself and then upon losing what i had, i kinda saw every single problem that i ignored or didnt see. have a HELL OF A LOT to work on, but i'm actually kinda excited to become the person i wanna be. definitely need to become more self aware before i work on anything, so that's my first step. identifying the problem, then how am i gonna overcome it.

i actually feel pretty damn good that i've even got to this stage. used to wallow quite a bit but now i'm actually working on it, and for myself. it's a shame i had to lose someone v important to me to see this, but i'll see where life takes me!

[Gina]

im quite happy with my life obv there are things i would change but yeh i'm happy with it not so much myself but yno

[Zak]

I wouldn't say happy, I think I will be happy when I accomplish everything I want to do. Which will be never.

[Chris]

I'm perfectly happy with my life right now. A lot has changed for the better over the past few months.

[Shar]

I'm really sad to see do many people so unhappy. If anyone ever wants to talk please drop me a pm xxx