Quote Originally Posted by Revelations View Post
I know it would be easier, but i really don't know what to say, and if i do say it, i'll be a massive long life story, i'll try anyway.

So, my girlfriend got all paranoid about this girl who likes me that i'm talking to, and just starting complaining loads and then she started threatening to leave me, this went on for hours, and then she would, but she'd come back the next day, and in a few hours, she'd be doing the same thing, and it happened for about a week, and then after that, the girl she was paranoid about, just started talking to me less, and then blaming me for not talking to her, and all this other silly stuff, and i just couldn't handle being asked all these questions, and then having her not believe my anwers.

Also, my whole relationship is internet based, and it's gotten to the point where i can't stand just talking over the internet anymore, i need to do things in real life because i've said all that i can say to her, that we need to do things in real for it to work out because we're just boring each other to death, but her mom hates me for something i did, and refuses to let my girlfriend meet me, and my parents won't let us meet unless her moms okay with it, and knows, which just makes it harder, but we're still trying to make it work, but i just wanna give up because it just seems so impossible, but i love her, even though its over the internet, so i don't wanna throw away a year long relationship, even though it's pretty much pointless.

I also have the fact that i have no life, i spend all day on the computer talking to people or just doing something utterly lame, because i'm just too shy to go out and meet people and lead a decent normal life with a social life and friends and so on, and it's just making me thing, what's the point in being here, if i have no life? I also have problems with my dad going off in moods, and not talking to anyone for days and then i'm having to listen to my mom complain when its her fault for not being a great wife as well as a great parent so that my dads in these moods.

So yeah, that's the whole problem, and i'm sorry for it being so long but i tried to include everything that i could.
How far do you live from your girlfriend? Maybe you can do it secretly. Also, do you really love her? If not, I suggest stepping out of your comfort zone and look for a girlfriend who lives near you. As for your parents, you can try talking to them, telling them how you feel. For all your problems, you can also share them with your friends.

Good luck