Everythings gone wrong :(

[sarey]

Thats your opinion saiteko, but only I know whats happening, and i know whats fake and whats true.
And this is not fake, if it was fake, id be pretty sick in the head to lie like this.
Ask antony04, he has seen my selfharm on cam before, and he KNOWS for a fact that i dont lie about my selfharm/suicidal thoughts - If he knows im suicidal.
Nik, u really did help me, aswell as loads of others, im really grateful, i was just wanting advice on what to do, since i wanted someones opnion on it.
And i guess i got what i wanted, anyway me and my mom are gonna go watch tv now, Nikk, ill Pm you about something. x
Thanks everyone.
Also, thanks antony for all you've done.
Sarah

[alexxxxx]

Thats your opinion saiteko, but only I know whats happening, and i know whats fake and whats true.
And this is not fake, if it was fake, id be pretty sick in the head to lie like this.
Ask antony04, he has seen my selfharm on cam before, and he KNOWS for a fact that i dont lie about my selfharm/suicidal thoughts - If he knows im suicidal.
Nik, u really did help me, aswell as loads of others, im really grateful, i was just wanting advice on what to do, since i wanted someones opnion on it.
And i guess i got what i wanted, anyway me and my mom are gonna go watch tv now, Nikk, ill Pm you about something. x
Thanks everyone.
Also, thanks antony for all you've done.
Sarah

I'm sorry, but it does sound a bit like your an attention seeker.

[sarey]

Well, i SEEK advice, not attetion sorry.
I dont exactly go on cam to people and slit my wrists, or go to everyone OMG IM GONNA CUT MYSELF WANNA WATCH? ;l
I just seek advice, my friend antony has seen my cuts on cam before because he didnt exactly believe me at first, until i shown him, and obviously hes now helping me.
Plus i PM'd you about it, i DONT seek attetion, why the hell do you think i cover my cuts? and cut away from people? I seeked advice on here, and i got it, and now im gonna be talking to people to get me help.
If thats named attetion seeking, then i spose im an attetion seeker.

[splatttt]

I dont know how you feel but im not being insensitive but Self-harming is a form of Attention seeking

Look i hope everything works out for your though

[sarey]

Selfharm is NOT a form of attetion seeking, jesus crist were do u people get this crap? selfharm is a coping mechanism, selfharm is a way to release anger on urself, selfharm is done PRIVATLY and COVERED UP after cutting urself/burning urself/harming urself, i dont see how thats attetion seeking, maybe you should RESEARCH selfharm and get ur facts right before posting stupid pathetic posts on here.

[NIKKEE]

self harm is what people to do when they're depressed, it's not attention seeking if you don't tell anyone, but if you do what my friend does and show every one, then you're attention seeking.

[Pulchritudinous]

Well done on cheering up a little, I agree with your mum you should be back in school, not just for social reasons but educational reasons too of course!

I hope you have stopped cutting yourself now and if not please stop because you'll seriously regret it later on in life.

[sarey]

I havent stopped cutting myself because its addictive, and its given me too much from the past, ill never learn if i dont do it myself, i cant stop, its just too hard, but good news is i havent cut for a few days now.

[JackHb]

I dont know how you feel but im not being insensitive but Self-harming is a form of Attention seeking

Look i hope everything works out for your though

That is not true, many self harmers do not go around showing there wrists to everyone, they will cover them up and try hiding them.
If they are doing it for attention seeking then you need to ask yourself why, they must be calling out for help to be doing that.
Unless they are just that pathetic to do it to try and get attention and there is nothing wrong with them.

[Embean]

Do you really think suicide is the answer? Well if you do .. I can just tell you. Your wrong! Like many people have said, your family would be so hurt if you did. Its a really selfish thing to do, I know I may sound mean saying that but its the truth and one time you have got to face it. It may seem like your life is wasting away, but because your young. You won't understand how much you have got ahead of you. I used to self harm myself, I was only 14-15 .. but I had to face what would happen to me in the future if I carried on. You need to get help, you said the pro quit on you. But have you been again? Have you had a different doctor? You need to seek help immediately. Try calling childline, read magazines, they can help. Send in your problem to the magazine, they will say all the same things we have said on this forum. So do the things we've told you. Your going to blow your self esteem right down to 0 if you carry on putting yourself down. When you eventually get to go back to school, hold your head up high and don't let them bullies taunt you or whatever the pathetic children are doing. Tell your head or a teacher in a private room, where nobody else can bother you at school. Somewhere where you can actually feel safe to let out your history like you have on here. They WILL understand. Join a group, go to clubs. If you have an activity outside school that can take your mind off all the things that have been happening to you. Try buying a punch-back or have something that you can smash up time and time again, to release your anger if you have any to let out. It really does work, trust me. I've been there, I've done that. Talk to your mum about how you feel, shes your mother, she will understand. Tell her all the affects that can happen to her if she carries on drinking, and that its really upsetting you - your thinking that something bad could happen to her if she carries on. Because deep inside, I'm sure thats what your thinking. When you join groups or after school clubs [e.g Youth Club] there will be more people there for you to have a chat with, get to know people. You will make friends more easily that way. So hold your head up high and look on the bright side of things. I really truely, hope I helped. Good luck! -Emmy