Everythings gone wrong :(

[Arisham]

Well, I am glad you have re-thought your decision -Illusions.
Your next aim now is to try and stop cutting yourself and you said you have not done that for a few days, well done. To be fair, to stop addictions, you normally need encouragement. I am also glad that you and your mum have come to understandings with eachother. Going through what you have gone through is the worst thing is a teenager's life. In your first post, you said something about being called a mistake. Well, that term used in that context was out of order and very self-fish.

I dislike some of the posts made from some users, about the attention seeking and "I don't care if you die". I guess it shows that some users here don't have respect for others. Although they may be your own opinions, they are better off in your head than one a forum!

This sort of reminds me from the US move, "Thirteen", which is about a girl who goes through many changes and has this scenario like you did. I leave one message and that is that...

"No matter what situation you are in, bad or worst, you don't think upon the decision of taking your own life but live your life not by the past but by the present in which you will overcome the bad situation which haunts you".

Remember the famous quote and you will overcome everything. My respect goes out to you -Illusions.

[eggd2]

suicide is contagous

[sarey]

thats... thats actually a very good quote... and sayin im a mistake isnt selfish, as my mom tells me im a mistake. my sister says the first 2 years without me were perfect, and im responsable for EVERYTHING that goes wrong. Ur post was... comforting Arisham, thanks.. anyway, im going to my dads house for a break tommorow/today, so that should do me good, but all depends, hes still the brainwashing lying stealing cheating father he always was.
Bye everyone, ill post next monday when im back and tell you how it went

[baby-wabbit123]

suicide is jus a sign that you are week

you say that your mum has alot on her plate and you dont want to bother her but jus think how she would feel if she lost you aswell!!!

you dont want to give her more stress because if you commit suicide now then it is just selfish !

if you want to fight the depression and if you want tohings to get better then your gonna have to stay strong and ask for help and accept any help that you are given

look i hope it turns out ok for you and please dont take your life because things will get better!

xx

[NIKKEE]

woof
we still going over this?
thought everything was ok
gah
suicide doesnt mean you're weak
don't kill yourself
blah blah blah
look at us on a forum trying to help
blah

LIVEEEE :]

[sarey]

Well.. im not going to broadcast what i did last week, a couple of people know, but one seen it happen, but im alright, im doing a bit better than before, im getting help too. So im glad about that, we can stop posting now, this is like a month old or something. lol... anyway take care all, cya.
Post if you want to reply to this, not anything else, because its pointless, im getting help, and i thank you all for encouraging me in a way. Even though the recent incident clenched i needed help, and i did so, and everyone realiesed my true feelings, and everything.
So now my mom/sister is worried about me, and their ... kind off spending more time with me, and my sister is hugging me, saying she loves me, talking to me more, stuff like that. I think shes more worried than my mom, but i can tell her about my thoughts and selfharm because she understands me better than my mom.
Thats a plus.
Well, i should get some sleep, or try too, sleeping patterns are ruined once again. Bye.x