I can't really picture it other than superficially, but all that runs through my mind is thoughts on how it's selfish to commit suicide and how it would be useless, but of course I'm not in that state of mind so wouldn't really understand or experience those feelings first hand. It's a depressing moment when anyone dies, but I find it helps to know the moments that led up to it and the thoughts going through the head of the person who feels the need to ultimate release themselves of the strains of life through suicide.
It's difficult with Ollie as he seems to of been happy, yet no-one noticed he had these thoughts. I feel sorry for those who were close to him, and confused by him if I am totally honest. If I knew what had upset him, or if he was clearly depressed, then I'd feel sorry for him but I can't as it just makes no sense :/







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