I mean I know your middle name is literally tmi
but also this post made me fully gag
serious question for you: why is the injection so bad when you're happy to put foreign objects (e.g. plastic implant, coppper coil) inside you? Like sorry if this comes off harsh but I share your fear about needles and injections and putting on weight but having something INSIDE ME has always grossed me out. Chemicals fine!! not things.