I am concerned about my emotional state.

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Hello, i am getting really emotional when my mom goes out, espcially to work, i keep thinking is she ok, has sumit happened?

When i go to school, school life is ok, i mean, i dont worry, but on the other hand i am on medication for a 'behavioural problem' i am classed as being on the Autism Spectrum, which is described as not liking large crowds and other things, but it affects my behaviour,

but over the holidays i dont take my med, i knowi should but i dont, we usually forget.

but i am also slowly comiung off them so i am wondering if they are hiding my true emotional state i am in all the time atm.

so what i'm saying is, i miss my mom or i hate being on my own, i like having my step dad around aswell but i dun get upset if he isnt there..

before you spam saying i should be aout with friends, i am not the social type, i think i have grown too attached to my mom.. but i cant get rid of the atachment.

I need sum help. even writing this is making me a lil emotional.. i dunno why.

Am i the only one?

I have friends outside but i dunno, they dont call for me,, i am basicly a computer addict, i should be out, getting girlfriends, having fun, playing around.. getting into trouble.. i want to but. god.. this is gonna be al ong story.


Before i was addicted to the pc, i was good friends with alot of the ppl outside, probs still am, but me being inside all this time, i dunno what they think of me, they'll ask q's.
also, i am 'emotional' at school which is why i go to a EBD school, which is , Emotional Behaviour Disorder school, people call it a spakka school and bad lads school, but it isnt, its just a bunch of kids who have problems, they arnt disabled and are pretty cool kids to be honest.

now if i kick off there, its ok i mean, yeah i get wrong n all that but if i kick off outside, people would hate me because they wouldnt understnad. i'd get criticised, as i use to when i got kicked out all the schools they were in.

I feel like i have no social life but some kids outside near my street do like me, just i dont go out. i should really. i want to, i just cant.

if anyone has a good answer, please post, do you think i should go see my doctor who prescribes my tablets / diagnoses.

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Please Help.

[Niall!]

Start drinking smoking and taking drugs

everyone will start to like you

Also -rep for asking for no -rep

[united-champ]

Good answer. i suppose.

[PaulMacC]

No mate, I used to be liked that exactly when I was 11-12, I was worried about my family more than myself incase anything happened, It was some worrying mental disease, some famous people like tom hanks even have it. I eventually grew out of it and so will you, just go out and have fun it takes your mind off it, I usually save the pc until night or when I've already been out with my mates.

[united-champ]

THanks. thats helped, i', 14 though.

I am worrying it us something to do with my nana , who recently passed away 2yrs this crimbo..

:(

[EleanorG]

Anxiety you think? I think a lot of people can be worried about family members especially if something has happened in the past. I think you should ask your GP about side effects of your medication, and what happens when you take it irregularly. I know you said your not the social type, but maybe it is linked to that? Maybe once a week you should go out with your mum, as it may help you to calm yourself and become confident that she is safe.

[united-champ]

I have just checked out all posible side effects and one is emotional high and lows.

I think i have that.. i need to tlak to my doctor alone about it, but how.

[Earthquake]

Your avatar really doesn't help this situation, I keep thinking your bart simpson.

[Coheed&Cambria]

How long does she work in a day? Like are you alone alot?

[5,5]

I was like that when i was 5 lol.
NowI've seen about 4 of your posts and in all of them you say your not the social type.
so... stop being a mommas boy, get some friends, have them over and you can all hang out.
or .... you could be the creepy 40 year old virgin down the street that still lives with his mom and all the neighborhood kids are afraid to pass your house

your choice!
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[N-Dubz]

if this all started when you went on the PC, why dont you get off it?

i mean your not going to make friends if you hang on mummys leg all your life.

maybe you should set a reminder to take your tablets or something?

you shouldnt worry about your mum so much - shes a grown woman.

[3cww]

i know what you mean i am 13 and am on the autism spectrum to and i think it is to do with the anxiety which really effects me and my emoticons and also with the autism i see things differently which is probley the same with u and so its harder to make friends etc. which is why u probz stay by ur mum and worry about her because shes the 1 u would go to who probz understands you the best
thats how it is for me
if you have good doctors where you are its probley best to speak to them and your mum and to remember to always take your tablets!

[Bun]

oh you have autism? this lad at my college as autism and he's very sociably, he talks to EVERYBODY :rolleyes::eusa_wall.

[GreenCrayons.]

it isnt a illness, people worry about familys, some more than others, you will grow out of it ^^ trust me
Dont worry about things until they happen,Godforbid, but its true.

[Loqo]

Dont worry about not being sociable, their are a lot of people like that. Also, are you sure it isnt something else that has triggered it off? maybe you mentioning the passing away of your Grandma was the trigger. Some problems you think you have can be other ones, dont worry, they'll go in time.

[coley]

Ye if you take drugs you will be liked more :), Just messing i dont know find a hobby.

[blackops121]

Dw about it mate, I have the same sort of problem kind of with my mum -
I aint had a real dad in my life as i cant see him by court, so its always been my mum and me really and its like a special bond Because its always been just two, And anytime she goes out somewhere i get really scared And worry for her incase something is gonna happen - i usually dont go to sleep until she gets back as i cant sleep until i know shes gonna be alright -
you will grow out of it maybe, i'm hoping i will xD

[luce]

I hate being alone, actually hate it when im home alone i get my friend to come around but i know what that is. So like think has anything happened that would make you scard to be alone or to loose your mum?

[Clowgon]

Start drinking smoking and taking drugs

everyone will start to like you

Also -rep for asking for no -rep

I think that is not a sensible thing to say to a 14 year old don't you think?

Why don't you meet up with some of your friends on a Saturday, like go to the cinema or something like that. I think you need to spend less time on computer because staying on the computer will not do you any good, it just make you dumb. I mean look at an example, me! :P Also when things are on your mind, try going for a walk - That should clear your mind of things.

I hope things will get better. I really do. :)