I am concerned about my emotional state.

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Hello, i am getting really emotional when my mom goes out, espcially to work, i keep thinking is she ok, has sumit happened?

When i go to school, school life is ok, i mean, i dont worry, but on the other hand i am on medication for a 'behavioural problem' i am classed as being on the Autism Spectrum, which is described as not liking large crowds and other things, but it affects my behaviour,

but over the holidays i dont take my med, i knowi should but i dont, we usually forget.

but i am also slowly comiung off them so i am wondering if they are hiding my true emotional state i am in all the time atm.

so what i'm saying is, i miss my mom or i hate being on my own, i like having my step dad around aswell but i dun get upset if he isnt there..

before you spam saying i should be aout with friends, i am not the social type, i think i have grown too attached to my mom.. but i cant get rid of the atachment.

I need sum help. even writing this is making me a lil emotional.. i dunno why.

Am i the only one?

I have friends outside but i dunno, they dont call for me,, i am basicly a computer addict, i should be out, getting girlfriends, having fun, playing around.. getting into trouble.. i want to but. god.. this is gonna be al ong story.


Before i was addicted to the pc, i was good friends with alot of the ppl outside, probs still am, but me being inside all this time, i dunno what they think of me, they'll ask q's.
also, i am 'emotional' at school which is why i go to a EBD school, which is , Emotional Behaviour Disorder school, people call it a spakka school and bad lads school, but it isnt, its just a bunch of kids who have problems, they arnt disabled and are pretty cool kids to be honest.

now if i kick off there, its ok i mean, yeah i get wrong n all that but if i kick off outside, people would hate me because they wouldnt understnad. i'd get criticised, as i use to when i got kicked out all the schools they were in.

I feel like i have no social life but some kids outside near my street do like me, just i dont go out. i should really. i want to, i just cant.

if anyone has a good answer, please post, do you think i should go see my doctor who prescribes my tablets / diagnoses.

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Please Help.

[Niall!]

Start drinking smoking and taking drugs

everyone will start to like you

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[united-champ]

Good answer. i suppose.

[PaulMacC]

No mate, I used to be liked that exactly when I was 11-12, I was worried about my family more than myself incase anything happened, It was some worrying mental disease, some famous people like tom hanks even have it. I eventually grew out of it and so will you, just go out and have fun it takes your mind off it, I usually save the pc until night or when I've already been out with my mates.

[united-champ]

THanks. thats helped, i', 14 though.

I am worrying it us something to do with my nana , who recently passed away 2yrs this crimbo..

[EleanorG]

Anxiety you think? I think a lot of people can be worried about family members especially if something has happened in the past. I think you should ask your GP about side effects of your medication, and what happens when you take it irregularly. I know you said your not the social type, but maybe it is linked to that? Maybe once a week you should go out with your mum, as it may help you to calm yourself and become confident that she is safe.

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I have just checked out all posible side effects and one is emotional high and lows.

I think i have that.. i need to tlak to my doctor alone about it, but how.

[Earthquake]

Your avatar really doesn't help this situation, I keep thinking your bart simpson.

[Coheed&Cambria]

How long does she work in a day? Like are you alone alot?

[5,5]

I was like that when i was 5 lol.
NowI've seen about 4 of your posts and in all of them you say your not the social type.
so... stop being a mommas boy, get some friends, have them over and you can all hang out.
or .... you could be the creepy 40 year old virgin down the street that still lives with his mom and all the neighborhood kids are afraid to pass your house

your choice!
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