I Need Help ( With a problem in life... right now )

[EvilClown]

Ok, Now... I have insomia, i cant sleep, im very paranoid, and im skitzo frenic.
I Cant go to sleep, because im worried about getting stabed in the face with a knife. I cant go to sleep because i have insomia. My Step dad died 7 Days ago. I never knew my real dad. My parents told me when i turend 14 that my dad was realy my step dad. I Hate Living. Suicide is always on my mind.
My mom thinks i need a docter. My grandma hates me. I was a accident. My girlfriend broke up with me 2 days ago. I have cuts all over my arms, but i dont know how they get there. Sad to admit it, but i will, im some what afrade of the dark. No one likes me. My grandma Wishes me dead. My family ignors me. No one cares what i have to say. Why do people call me a freak. Im constantlly getting insulted by everyone. When i close my eyes, all i see is heads, like dead people, with horns and i cant get rid of them. Death dosent scare me at all. I Wish i was dead. I have no true friends.

there is so much about me you all dont know, or have a clue about. I just want someone to talk to, who wont think im a freak. I Have no friends, olny habbo friends, and thier always to busy to hang out with me.

I just want some friends...

[BLuweesH]

Well with the other problems you're gonna need to plan out strategies to overcome it. Try a school counsellor or something, or just a counsellor...

If you want to make friends, then make friends by how you would normally be friends. Not by laughing at a racist joke that Postbag made in the .co.jp Trading thread :) I'm shocked I even forgive you for laughing at that. I'm of asian descent, and that really is something racist.

[Jinxxed]

Even I get scared of the dark and can't sleep sometimes, but suicide is not the way out :(

[EvilClown]

Well... I Appreciate the insult. And Dont Forgive me, Your Just like the Rest.

Click Here Everyone Who Dosent Like Me! Or Thinks Im Diffrent! (http://poetry.rotten.com/failed-mission/)

[EvilClown]

Well... This thread was a bad idea.

No one's helping.
-_-
nvm :BangHead:

[BLuweesH]

Well... I Appreciate the insult. And Dont Forgive me, Your Just like the Rest.

Click Here Everyone Who Dosent Like Me! Or Thinks Im Diffrent! (http://poetry.rotten.com/failed-mission/)


If you're speaking about me. I wasn't trying to insult you, I was trying to help you. I actually forgave you for your comment on that racist joke, and I'm even trying to help as well. I haven't taken it as a burden but it's nothing to have a major drama over. What we do need to focus on though is your problem, and how you can overcome it...

[EvilClown]

I dont need help...
Just friends

[Jinxxed]

Why does your Grandma hate you :( ?

[BLuweesH]

I dont need help...
Just friends


Which I also assisted you on. But maybe if you overcome this you could focus more on being friends. If not, that's no worry. You can still make friends through how you would usually make friends. You just need to find the right sort that are into the same stuff as you, and accept you for who you are - Good AND bad.

[EvilClown]

I Dont Know. She Just Does

[BLuweesH]

I Dont Know. She Just Does

Elderly people are living in the old generation. They tend to think patronizing and criticising you helps you to realise your faults and make you a better person. Their way isn't really effective. Most parents develop this from grandparents as they are their parents!

Oi, you ain't a freak OK? We all got problems. So don't call yourself a freak :D

[Jinxxed]

That's stupid then though :s

But honestly I just saw your profile, and you could pobably get alot of girls ;)
So things may seem bad right now, but somehow they'll get better. What if you took sleeping pills to go to sleep ?

[BLuweesH]

That's stupid then though :s

But honestly I just saw your profile, and you could pobably get alot of girls ;)
So things may seem bad right now, but somehow they'll get better. What if you took sleeping pills to go to sleep ?

Sleeping pills are fine for sleeping problems. It'll help him sleep, but eventually he'll run out. He can have them but at the same time he must speak to someone that can help him overcome this problem of where he thinks someone will stab him in the face. :(

[EvilClown]

Tryed it, ate em like skittles, diddnt work...

Literally scream my self to sleep.
And i moved out of my patents house, to move with my sister, she's the olny 1 who dosent completlly hate me.

[Jinxxed]

Just think, nobody will stab you in the face because you're safe in your own home.

[EvilClown]

That wont help seriouslly.
My mom thinks i should use a needel to inject sleep trash in my system.
I hate needles... -_-
Every Noise i hear i look behind me.
I cant trust anyone.
If youv been my friend for 9 years, i still wont trust you.

It's just a problem i have.

[BLuweesH]

Tryed it, ate em like skittles, diddnt work...

Literally scream my self to sleep.
And i moved out of my patents house, to move with my sister, she's the olny 1 who dosent completlly hate me.


There you go. Someone that accepts you, you will find others. You're not the only one so don't feel bad about it, you've made the first great step by coming out like this. Especially out in the blue with people you don't even know, I guess you'll have to attempt to think about other things, maybe reminiscing some things. Not sure. It'll be a step by step thing though, not as quick as clicking a finger...

[EvilClown]

Just think, nobody will stab you in the face because you're safe in your own home.

And No, Your never safe, Never

[EvilClown]

I just dont want to live any more.

[BLuweesH]

That wont help seriouslly.
My mom thinks i should use a needel to inject sleep trash in my system.
I hate needles... -_-
Every Noise i hear i look behind me.
I cant trust anyone.
If youv been my friend for 9 years, i still wont trust you.

It's just a problem i have.


That's OK. You're just not one that trusts easily, I'm sure there is a solution though.

[Jinxxed]

True, right now, a plane could crash into my house. But I've got more chance of winning the lottery than that happening.

It's ok that you're afraid, you've been through alot.

[BLuweesH]

True, right now, a plane could crash into my house. But I've got more chance of winning the lottery than that happening.

It's ok that you're afraid, you've been through alot.


Yeh it'll happen. But I guess we can attempt (if it be difficult) to think about other things and enjoy whatever. If not successful, at least a bit effective. He'll get through this eventually.

[EvilClown]

I Still dont Believe it.

I got perm banned on .com.
for no reason.
I Diddnt do anything.
i lost my 45 hcs and all.
so im goin around other habbos, trying to get furni to re build.

-_-

[BLuweesH]

I Still dont Believe it.

I got perm banned on .com.
for no reason.
I Diddnt do anything.
i lost my 45 hcs and all.
so im goin around other habbos, trying to get furni to re build.

-_-


Hopefully that takes your mind off for the time being. Try appealing too, don't let this get away...What's the ban reason say?

[Jinxxed]

I only go on .co.uk, if I had anything on .com, I'd give it to you. I'll see if I can swap my UK for .com :)

[BLuweesH]

I only go on .co.uk, if I had anything on .com, I'd give it to you. I'll see if I can swap my UK for .com :)


Woo that's cool of ya! :eusa_danc

[EvilClown]

Actually, Im going to uk...
im not sure.
the first place i get furni on is where il be.
im still tryin to get 25-30 coins so i can get hc on uk
i was going to give the hc sofa i get to who ever gets me the coins.

Here, im going to get on uk
my habbo name is

:scars?

Add Me Ok?

[EvilClown]

I only go on .co.uk, if I had anything on .com, I'd give it to you. I'll see if I can swap my UK for .com :)

no u dont have to..

[EvilClown]

argh
it wont let me say my name

its

:
scars?

with the :

in front of it

[Jinxxed]

Woo that's cool of ya! :eusa_danc
It's nothing really :)



no u dont have to..

Yeah I do :)

[EvilClown]

Whats ur UK name, and dont do that

[Jinxxed]

Jinxxed!


And I want to, so I will, so yeah :p