Ok, Now... I have insomia, i cant sleep, im very paranoid, and im skitzo frenic.
I Cant go to sleep, because im worried about getting stabed in the face with a knife. I cant go to sleep because i have insomia. My Step dad died 7 Days ago. I never knew my real dad. My parents told me when i turend 14 that my dad was realy my step dad. I Hate Living. Suicide is always on my mind.
My mom thinks i need a docter. My grandma hates me. I was a accident. My girlfriend broke up with me 2 days ago. I have cuts all over my arms, but i dont know how they get there. Sad to admit it, but i will, im some what afrade of the dark. No one likes me. My grandma Wishes me dead. My family ignors me. No one cares what i have to say. Why do people call me a freak. Im constantlly getting insulted by everyone. When i close my eyes, all i see is heads, like dead people, with horns and i cant get rid of them. Death dosent scare me at all. I Wish i was dead. I have no true friends.
there is so much about me you all dont know, or have a clue about. I just want someone to talk to, who wont think im a freak. I Have no friends, olny habbo friends, and thier always to busy to hang out with me.
I just want some friends...





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I'm shocked I even forgive you for laughing at that. I'm of asian descent, and that really is something racist.

