Originally Posted by
J-Raviv
omfg so here we go, get ready guys.
i really love them, and idk if i love them them, but i love how tumblr shows them in the fandom. like we each have taken it to a new level, i fell in love with the guys through stories and through gifs of them and it's just hyklasdf the feels man.
i really love liam, he is so adorable and cute and nice and caring and ugh, and he love danielle which is adorable and she's nice but then there is zayn, who looks like he's in love with liam but liam isn't getting it and it's just heartache okay, so then he takes his sexual frustration out on harry or niall who welcome it cause that's what friends do, right, and ik about the larry stuff but harry isn't rly cheating cos he feels just as bad as zayn cause louis with eleanor and it's just a mess of sexual frustration with them all, bless them all x
and ik it's probs all in our heads but i don't care, i ship ziam more than i do myself with air okay ok
like i can't even imagine my life without shipping now
like i can't even
i think liam and zayn are really great singers, i don't care for their overall songs tbh tho cause it isn't really my style, ofc it's aimed at young teen girls which i'm not and yh
---------- Post added 18-08-2012 at 05:39 PM ----------
like i feel so bad for my future boyfriend because the 1d boys have built such a high pedestal
i want someone as caring as liam, as gorgeous as zayn, as fun as niall, as energetic as louis, and as irresistible as harry
is that really to much to ask for
like really
am i asking too much
---------- Post added 18-08-2012 at 05:40 PM ----------
and like if zayn and liam don't end up married or dating
or any of the boys don't end up publicly announcing their relationship
then i will have lost all faith in life and idk what i would do with myself, sighs
---------- Post added 18-08-2012 at 05:41 PM ----------
i mean, i didn't ask for this you know
do you really think any of us would have asked for this
to cry ourselves to sleep at night because our ship is sinking or what not
to have to watch them love one another so closely yet so far away and ugh
just i can't even
---------- Post added 18-08-2012 at 05:44 PM ----------
and really it scares me because i've never been so involved before
i've never been in a fandom before i don't think
not like this
like i know i had a thing for the jonas brothers when they were around
and then in like 2010 i was a belieber, i bought so many posters of him and omfg, his books, a backpack, t-shirts, even a pre-screening of his movie
but then 1d came along, and i wasn't even a fan, really, i just thought zayn looked cute, that was it, and i went on tumblr and BAM! it just happened
and i've been shipping ziam ever since
i didn't ask for this
i didn't mean to make my life so hard
but i wouldn't take it back for anything
what is wrong with me omg
i can't even
---------- Post added 18-08-2012 at 05:45 PM ----------
i'm in such a fragile state right now
---------- Post added 18-08-2012 at 05:45 PM ----------
i need a moment