Messt Up Head!!!

[cazzah]

Okay, So right now, t this very second i feel like crying, screaming, ripping somethings head off and punching through a wall, all at the same time. the last few weeks have been realyyyyy stressfull for me TBH, so i jsut need a little help to get rid of the stress. heres a few reasons:

My GF, who i loved for at least a year and apparently she loved me dumpt me to run off with someone else.
i got a new GF but i dont think i actualy lv her. i think im just with her to spite my ex.
My best friend had sex and is now beign such a big headed *** that i wanna smack him. ive told him that its annoying but he cant stop ( he's 13 BTW, 14 in a few days)
That same ebst friend, when finding out im an online DJ and play habbo, said im sad and have no life, which relay got em down cos hes supposedly my best mate.
Speaking of DJing, ive applied to... 6 sites: my current site, habboland, has been shutdown cos of a stupid hacker. CH and HFFM rejected me, kisshabbo and habble havnt even bothered to reply.
I did manage to get into musichabbo tho =]
Also, today i added my DJ friend into a convo with the aformentioned( big word!! ) best friend, and they started having a go at eachother. my best friend said that we were said and had no friends and spend all day indoors. i told him that we dont spend all day indoors and that we have more friends than he does because the internets one hell of a big place. but he just continued with insulting my best friend.

Oh, and i recently diiscovered a virus type thing in my computer, which im sure has been tehre for a long time. so i asked my then GF and my best friend if i could borrow their comps VIA remote assistance to make a new account to store my stuff, they both said no. yet some girl rom london that i dont know was willing, and so was the DJ friend i have mentioned, which got me down again because ive never met these people and they trust me, yet my R/L friends dont.


Thats jsut a few of the issues running through my head. there are other more serious ones, but i think thats enough for now.

sorry bout mentioning other fansites, i tried to abreviate them =P



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thanks for any help. sorry bout the overlarge post.
( Btw im 13, thats why its feeling like a bit too much t handle)
Ty =D

[cazzah]

Sorry i wrote so much. didnt realise.


Edited by ,Jess, (Forum Super Moderator): Please do not double post.

[Earthquake]

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Sorry, didn't understand.

Edited by ,Jess, (Forum Super Moderator): Accidental double posts merged.

[roulette]

fight everyone that's pissing you off it helps when you smash there face in..

[cazzah]

Lol! nice idea =D

[Bef]

Babes, i no this may sound a bit patronising but at your age your hormones are EVERYWHERE! Small things will get to you, its normal to feel like this and it will all blow over.
Your friend sounds like a bit of a **** tbh. Sounds like hes the one who needs to grow up if he thinks losing his virginity at 13 is something cool (trust me, been ther, done that. its not cool!)
At your age u dont hav 2 "love" someone to be boyfriend and girlfriend. I remember when i was 13, i thought i loved my boyfriend. I really didn't!

Dont worry, everyone feels like this at some point in life. Your not being pathetic, your being a teenager!
If you feel like you have alot of agression inside then maybe consider taking up something like boxing. Not only will it help calm you it will proberly also make this mate of yours think twice befor insulting u just incase u punch him in the face!! And most girls love an athlete

[Zabuza]

Yeah like above, everyone at one point or another will feel like this.
Just find some way of letting your anger out, better than bottling it up.

[cazzah]

Ok Thanks Guys.
When I Go Back To School Im Gnna Start Boxing Or Somethin =]

[Leetzgirl]

Ok Thanks Guys.
When I Go Back To School Im Gnna Start Boxing Or Somethin =]

Just punch something,

I have someone who talks to me about things, and i swear down, she not good with advice but after i told all my problems to my girlfriend i actully forget about it and relax.


I also use COD4 use let it all out, and i actully play better when pissed off aha.

You will get new mates dude, and okayy if your girlfriend was real love then you know what it feels likee, Trust me, your not the only one feeling like this in the world.

I promise you, you will get over it as your nearing 15 years old

abit long but heyy, you got a long life ahead of you

[Imp!]

Do what I did to someone who pissed me off; Took the garden shovel, walked down the road and smacked them around the face. You'll feel better x