Is this the end?

[-Wolverine]

Cya Lews, ignore what others said, even though you might have made mistakes you were still pretty cool. =]

[LewstherinII]

Quote my whole speech. Not one part of it. That's all I'll say.

[-mad-monkey-]

Just out of nosyness, who were you reffering to in:

All issues aside; I said some actually really rude and mean things about Habbox. All of them I meant, I won't take them back - but all of them should not be put on the forum. It was unacceptable for me to be rude - though as I understand it a lot of other members were in turn, quite rude to me. As they don't have jobs, they have nothing to lose.

And, here you go then:

Firstly, I want to say: Sorry all. If you're content with that, click "Back" on your browser. I might be leaving. I might not.

I apologize for my rude and unacceptable behaviour on the forum yesterday and last week. I was having a bad one - and I'm not going into why because it's personal.
I would like to say thanks to 2hd. *cough* backstabber *cough* for accepting me as Competitions Staff after 11 ideas, more work than anyone else has put in. No I'm just kidding - I don't actually want to say thanks.
All issues aside; I said some actually really rude and mean things about Habbox. All of them I meant, I won't take them back - but all of them should not be put on the forum. It was unacceptable for me to be rude - though as I understand it a lot of other members were in turn, quite rude to me. As they don't have jobs, they have nothing to lose.
I have PM'd Seacat many times but his decision is final. Although I wasn't warned - it was straight off job to nothing - he has decided my work does not merit another chance - and that no one can change from having a few bad days to feeling better again. And this dissmissal is not helping.
So in the next few weeks; you can look at the homepage where I once posted news, go back through the Competitions Ideas forum and check out the work I put in. You can compare it to other Staff; you could just reply and say how happy you are to see me fired, or you can find someone else and shout "WRONG SECTION" or "YOU'RE ABUSING YOUR POSITION".
As for the Lottery...I will explain my anger, as I feel you all deserve an explanation. I thought the Lottery would be a nice little event that involved for less 'richer' members of Habbo to have a chance for someone to win. I was flamed for it, and I got a bit tired of the constant people on Habbox trying to find fault. After all that has been happening to me personally, I exploded.
Apparently, according to an unnamed member, I was 'abusing my position' by posting it in Habbox News. I don't know what to do here. I thought it was Habbox News. Seacat explained later that I wasn't allowed to post there - though this detail must have slipped through my mind as it isn't possible that I wasn't told that.
I'd just like to say a real thank you to Shabbs, who took me in to post News. I hope you feel I did a good job; though as long as one person in power feels I am not worthy, it doesn't matter if you do.
Continuing my negativity over the past few weeks, I am debating. Why bother being polite to the very members and society that have made me upset? I tell myself, for the friends I have made, to name a few, Wolverine, Catchetat, Micky-Blue-Eyes, Katrina, Han (Started out as enemies but we worked it out ), Neversoft, -Dannie, Stealth, Ymo (He came round - sorry about jumping on you!), Organized, D3stroyer, Hiet, that strange penguin fella that could convert source code to linux, and JoeyK. So I apologize for naming my thoughts on the forum, but you know what?
I am also sorry for Habbox. What it has become. It's a society where I see people at each other's throats, who run a mile to name a fault, and a society based around the power of reputation. On occasion, a jewel like the friends I have made will shine through, and until now, I thought that jewel was worth it. It still has the same value - but the smog that covers it is far too thick to get through.
I am not sure where the road goes from here. It's splits into two, you see. I can take the road that seems easier - leave Habbox and its forsaken jewels and search for another place, or I can take the Road Less Travelled, and head back in a circle, ready to post 11 Competition Ideas and six months of News before I am recognized again.
I doubt 2hd. cares. I doubt Seacat does. But one this is for sure I wanted the community to know that I cared about those jobs. I did well at them. And because partially due to other members - and partially to myself, which I have apologized for, I have...er, how did Seacat put it? I left.
I suppose I have one more thing to ask of those metaphoric jewels, to leave opinions.
And I will say one last thing: I overstepped myself far. It was inappropriate. But you just look at other members besides those who like to do a nice little Easter lottery next time - and look at those that put in work - and rep them. Give the green. It's free. One thing Habbox doesn't seem to get. Whether you have 10 rep, or 7, or 1. For the smallest contribution to making our world a better place, rep them.
I apologize for any contraversy in this speech - but by my life it is true. I am sorry for any hurt feelings I may have caused. It was unacceptable. I encourage you to post your thoughts. And I will keep impartial this time.
In dedication to DJ-3000, who saw through the smog too.

EDIT: Wrong forum... This belongs in the Leaving subforum... NOOB K

[LewstherinII]

Okay.
You're just one of those people I'm talking about if you read the post, Monkey. And I try my hardest. I don't think I talk like a N00b. But that's your opinion, and I am sorry but to me, it doesn't matter an inch...
Sorry.

[Catchetat]

madmonkey, did you just refer lewstherin a n00b

[LewstherinII]

It doesn't matter Catchetat. I appreciate it, I really do, but it's probably best to just drop it. I don't think he'll ever stop trying to find fault with what others do...but let's just leave it.

[Proof!]

Might aswell close this thread.He is banned, no-one else is going to talk about it.

[Allan]

shut up shut up shut up!!

You posted it in the habbo uk news and rumours

I THINK!

[LewstherinIII]

Hm... he is appealing against his unfair ban by nrv64 or whatever his damn name is. Because it is an unfair one - after that post I did nothing wrong.

And gee thanks, HotelMental, for your recent support.

[Achieve]

Don't leave, your one of the most outstanding people I have met.

If you do leave, good bye and good luck.