
My dad punched me in the face today cz i nearly crashed his car and he's an alcoholic.Its me...
I thought.. I thought everything was better, I thought my life was finally turning the right way.. everyone seemed happy... but now as I write this I have a tear coming down my face.. my dad doesnt even want to be my dad no more... it hurts so much.. I can't live with this life no more.. I ain't gonna comit suicide or anything.. I.. I.. I can't do this no more, here with them..
I'm trying to hold it all back, putting a smile on infront of my girlfriend and mates, they all think life at homes good for me.. I think I'm gonna lose it.. My girlfriends the type who doesnt like emotional so I can't talk to her, and my mates.. I don't see no point..
I've tried talking to my nan, my dad changes it and puts me in the bad...
Ashtrays thrown at me... ******* of in the garden... punched in the back by my dad... I can't do this no more.. its all because of them.. Should I just run away far away? I don't know, I'm 16, I can't be near family atm... I just need a hug right now.. I'm trying to hold back tears..
Help me.. please ..
It can't be all bad, if you need to ring someone try Childline or sumit
Phone a helpline, Get the Pro's in!Its me...
I thought.. I thought everything was better, I thought my life was finally turning the right way.. everyone seemed happy... but now as I write this I have a tear coming down my face.. my dad doesnt even want to be my dad no more... it hurts so much.. I can't live with this life no more.. I ain't gonna comit suicide or anything.. I.. I.. I can't do this no more, here with them..
I'm trying to hold it all back, putting a smile on infront of my girlfriend and mates, they all think life at homes good for me.. I think I'm gonna lose it.. My girlfriends the type who doesnt like emotional so I can't talk to her, and my mates.. I don't see no point..
I've tried talking to my nan, my dad changes it and puts me in the bad...
Ashtrays thrown at me... ******* of in the garden... punched in the back by my dad... I can't do this no more.. its all because of them.. Should I just run away far away? I don't know, I'm 16, I can't be near family atm... I just need a hug right now.. I'm trying to hold back tears..
Help me.. please ..
What it sounds like is ur an attention seeking queer !!
Im not being offensive, Im just being truthful on wat i think.
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