I think I'm going to Have A Breakdown...

[Earthquake]

Its me...

I thought.. I thought everything was better, I thought my life was finally turning the right way.. everyone seemed happy... but now as I write this I have a tear coming down my face.. my dad doesnt even want to be my dad no more... it hurts so much.. I can't live with this life no more.. I ain't gonna comit suicide or anything.. I.. I.. I can't do this no more, here with them..

I'm trying to hold it all back, putting a smile on infront of my girlfriend and mates, they all think life at homes good for me.. I think I'm gonna lose it.. My girlfriends the type who doesnt like emotional so I can't talk to her, and my mates.. I don't see no point..

I've tried talking to my nan, my dad changes it and puts me in the bad...

Ashtrays thrown at me... ******* of in the garden... punched in the back by my dad... I can't do this no more.. its all because of them.. Should I just run away far away? I don't know, I'm 16, I can't be near family atm... I just need a hug right now.. I'm trying to hold back tears..

Help me.. please ..

[Leetzgirl]

Its me...

I thought.. I thought everything was better, I thought my life was finally turning the right way.. everyone seemed happy... but now as I write this I have a tear coming down my face.. my dad doesnt even want to be my dad no more... it hurts so much.. I can't live with this life no more.. I ain't gonna comit suicide or anything.. I.. I.. I can't do this no more, here with them..

I'm trying to hold it all back, putting a smile on infront of my girlfriend and mates, they all think life at homes good for me.. I think I'm gonna lose it.. My girlfriends the type who doesnt like emotional so I can't talk to her, and my mates.. I don't see no point..

I've tried talking to my nan, my dad changes it and puts me in the bad...

Ashtrays thrown at me... ******* of in the garden... punched in the back by my dad... I can't do this no more.. its all because of them.. Should I just run away far away? I don't know, I'm 16, I can't be near family atm... I just need a hug right now.. I'm trying to hold back tears..

Help me.. please ..

0800 1111

sorted.

[Earthquake]

0800 1111

sorted.

No thanks ...

[buttons]

i've said it before & i'm gonna say it again, life isn't meant to be easy lol.

but yeah, ugh i dunno, just talk to your dad lol or live somewhere else, you're old enough to get your own flat so why not?

[cocaine]

www.teenhelp.org

would be better than this forum.

[Earthquake]

i've said it before & i'm gonna say it again, life isn't meant to be easy lol.

but yeah, ugh i dunno, just talk to your dad lol or live somewhere else, you're old enough to get your own flat so why not?

I've tried talking my dad, he either turns it into a massive arguement, or threatens me by saying he'll throw me out etc.. I wanna move out, but i just dont know

[Ramones]

Stop being a drama queen, go to the gym and get some beef and stand your ground
Or call a helpline and go to some child home or some rubbish for a couple of years.
Or move to Zimbabwe and see what real **** life is like. :8

[N-Dubz]

someone out there has it worse of so..

your options are limited, you can get a flat and all but maybe you don't have any money in which you'd have to go live in a hostel and some of them are totally rank & you can fight back if you want but i don't see that getting you very far, and at the end of the day hes your dad.

you can ring places and get help an all sorts and they'll probably give better advice then your gonna get on this forum.

an your dads turning everything on you? are you sure he isn't just in the right sometimes..

[xander]

if your dad hits you then hit him back?

[Mounta1nGoat]

someone out there has it worse of so..

your options are limited, you can get a flat and all but maybe you don't have any money in which you'd have to go live in a hostel and some of them are totally rank & you can fight back if you want but i don't see that getting you very far, and at the end of the day hes your dad.

His options are hardly limited.

if your dad hits you then hit him back?

I don't think that would turn out well...

If you haven't already try http://www.teenhelp.org/ you should get some sensible answers there (not saying N-Dubz' wasn't).