You nor the police have the justification to meddle in someones life when they are not harming others, without their consent. Also you sound about 12.
Anyway I don't think a GP is necessarily the best answer, chances are they if they do anything, they'll just shove you on drugs (my mum has some mental illness for years and she has been put on a list for counselling). You should just learn to live with it to be quite honest or get over it, and I know it isn't that easy. However people hate things about themselves all the time. And at the seeing the bad things in people, I do the same and I do hate it, but at the same time I use the criticism to aid people. You sound exactly like me except for the whole suicide thing as never have I even considered that. Life is great and if you have the chance to live it, you should. I have seen people who cannot live life to the full due to conditions. Some guy couldn't stop screaming, it was as if he was in pain but you could see there was nothing physically wrong. I have seen a child who has been in hospital since birth and a mother stand by her side. I have seen a child with mental problems (downsyndrome or something) and problems with her bones which require her to have operations constantly in order to "repair" her. So while you may hate yourself because of slight imperfections (which occur in everyone), you fail to see people are far worse off and the fact you have been gifted with chance, and what is the point in wasting it because you are yourself and healthy, capable to do what others can't.







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