not wanting to be here

[buttons]

similar to Jake i can honestly say i've never thought i've not wanted to be there, I'm not afraid of death cause if it happens it happens but I've never had the thought that I didn't want to be here.

if you don't do the dishes you'll be **** hoping you were dead!!!!!!!!

[scottish]

if you don't do the dishes you'll be **** hoping you were dead!!!!!!!!

they do themselves if I don't, it's fine.

[whoeful]

ah this is a sad thread, i am here for u all xxx

[thms]

if you don't do the dishes you'll be **** hoping you were dead!!!!!!!!

shook

[Alkaz]

Yes, quite a lot and its normally down to someone else acting like a **** around me or towards me.

I was talking to a doctor about this before and he said 9/10, people who do commit suicide just get up and do it. If you think about it too much and the pain it will inflict on others, what if you dont do it properly and end up a vegetable etc then you are less likely to ever commit to the act.

[-:Undertaker:-]

true but depends if people have worked out a plan or not. that's a Q in itself have people thought of methods/location etc

i'd say i get thoughts of doing myself in maybe 75% for everytime i actively feel don't wanna be here

[Empired]

Yes, quite a lot and its normally down to someone else acting like a **** around me or towards me.

I was talking to a doctor about this before and he said 9/10, people who do commit suicide just get up and do it. If you think about it too much and the pain it will inflict on others, what if you dont do it properly and end up a vegetable etc then you are less likely to ever commit to the act.

Yes. There's supposed to be a fog sometimes as well which is like some sort of trance and sometimes ppl snap out of it halfway through like wtf am I doing!!!

I had a friend who attempted suicide who described it like that and it must be so scary to suddenly wake up and be like ???!?!?!?!?!?!?

[Matt]

can't say i've had any thoughts like this

[despect]

I have before in the past but then I started to focus on doing more things that I get enjoyment from and slowly I started to get better. I wouldn't say I never get those thoughts now but not as much.

[Drew]

I just stumbled on this thread and it genuinely saddens me to read about the stuff so many of you are going through. I'm very lucky and can't say I've had these thoughts before - I'm not afraid of dying, just afraid of pain and what's gonna happen to the people I leave behind. I have a best friend who suffers from depression though and I often get texts in the middle of the night when she feels suicidal. It's happened 6 or 7 times now and I've managed to talk her out of doing anything silly so far. She's been seeing a lot of different doctors and she's getting better, but it still terrifies me that one day she might relapse and I might not be able to help her anymore.

Sending love to everyone xxx