not wanting to be here

[-:Undertaker:-]

how often would you say you have the feeling of not wanting to be here or indifference. or do you never feel it

i'd say it depends but often it's 50%+ and rarely below that where i really couldn't care if i woke up tommorow or not. maybe that's because i've accepted like death and am not scared of it like a lot of people are?

anyway wbu

[Nick]

nope

[Empired]

I often get passing thoughts of wishing I would die but I know perfectly well that I don't actually mean that at all and what I really want is just for things to be different.

I'll be ok with dying one day but I want to actually do stuff with my life before that happens.

[scottish]

Never,

[Elegance]

yeah i have a lot of days where i wake up n just don't want to be here probs like two/three days a week

similar to empired really, i think about death a lot but the reasons why are things that can be changed and in the long run are (?) temporary (?) (????) like whilst they aren't permanent, they aren't exactly things i feel like i have the ability to personally change, they're mostly dependant on actions/feelings of other people so i just wish things were different but hey ho nothing i can do

the thought of death is awful and i know there are things that i'd like to achieve and places i'd like to go first although sometimes i get caught up in my sadness and completely forget about all of those things

[Jurv]

Never! Life is too precious

[buttons]

used to be constant now it's just an occasional fleeting feeling sometimes for no reason at all

[-:Undertaker:-]

yeah mine usually is just when i'm not occupied with anything

if my mind is on something/i'm doing something then i don't think of it

[x-s-x]

I used to be like this from 14 - 17 but now my 19 and life seems to be getting better so it's very rare for me to feel that way now

[Artpops]

Life is too precious to have such grim thoughts!