Not believing in life much no more

[2hd.]

someone once told me i had nothing to live for. i thinked about. and im still puzzled. i really dnt know what the point of me living is?

[la-ur-en]

It might be a good way out... BUT YOU CAN NEVER GET BACK IN!

Don't waste your life because your going through a dry spell at the moment, you will soon get over it, you will just have to put up with it all until that moment comes, we all have a stage where we feel life is always going to be this bad, but in the end, it wont be, and everything will be just as you wanted it. And knowing that you got through your stress without any serious injurys, will make you feel even MORE better! Trust me, i know!

[:-Mystical.Dave-]

Just go through it, the green pastures are waiting for you

[jesus]

I say concentrate on your school work more than anything. Maybe its just a bad time.

[AngJum]

It's these lasts few weeks that things have been getting really bad.

I'm doing rubbish at school, I got excluded for the day, My results are going from bad to worse, By social life is fading away, My love life has just shattered, Not seeing my dad as much (Parents split up when i was 3) and teachers at school are driving me to the limit.

I NEVER would of even began to think of doing, Well you know..

But lifes getting worse and to me, That seems the only way out.

What can i doo, This is the only way i can express what i'm feeling

Omg Jake I'm heart broken reading that.. I've been going to the Doctor and Psychiatrist for a few weeks now, to start it was realllly hard, I just sat there in tears.. and they asked me questions which were hard to answer.. I told her about my depression, sometimes for a reason.. sometimes not, I told her I read about being depressed for no reason at all.. in a book I was reading and it said it can be caused by a chemical imbalance in the brain.. I think that might be happening to me, but she's put me on medication, which I've just got from the Chemist.. Fluoxetine, they're still doing tests on it, and it's quite dangerous for me to take it because I'm under the age of 18, and you should be 18+ to take antidepressants or something.. but the government is letting under 18's take it or something. My grades at school aren't that great either, but I try hard.. and even if I don't do as good as my friends may do, I'll know I've tried my hardest.. you should too, and if life gets too much, then cry.. let it all pour out of you. and I know what its like not to see your mum/dad a lot, as my mum and dad are divorced.. and I only see my mum maybe 2-3 times a year, if your feeling depressed a lot, you should maybe go see your GP, I have.. and it's making me see sense in life now.. I was suicidal, but now.. I'm seeing the bigger picture

[JackHb]

Jake dude........

Iam a bit like you....
I also am fed up of my life most days. I am constantly thinking about suicide and should i do it and if i did wot do i think would happen etc.....
My grades use to be terrible, but my last grades were great...i always have my mum shouting at me about my school and the stupid head who is always shouting at me also.
Lots of other reasons but i will not say
Just pull in there i cant wait till iam older and can drive and tell my teachers where to go :p lol

If you ever need to speak iam always on messenger even though iam normally a miserable prat you can always talk to me if u want

[TooClose$]

Well.. growing up doesn't always solve things, if anything, it gets worse, there are more responsibilitys, morgages, tax, work, car tax and insurance, student debt.. its all so confusing, but theres no way to escape it. Everybody faces it. i have had many friends that have fealt it was all too much and taken their own lives, it makes me fele even worse about myself, because it makes me wonder whether life really is worth it, but think about it, all those people in other countries poor, hungry and hanging onto life, and they have it ten times harder than us, i've seen it, Look at us, sitting at home in the warm at a computer, with your family or someone that takes care of you.

I'ts a confusing subject, but please Jack, don't do anything silly, it really isnt worth it. If a teacher gets too heavy, i just tell them where to go, and i really do get angry when i've had a bad day, i'm at the age where the stress is starting to kick in.. Just try to stay out of trouble, try your best at school, and don't give teachers any excuse to have a go at you. Just smilllllleeeeeeeeeee

Mwah!

[JackHb]

Lol its not just teachers, other things but not saying!
Anyway this thread is not about me its about jake so lets get back to him

Jakey Boy Iam going to flood u on messenger tonight to cheer u up

[TooClose$]

Awwwwrrrrr.. nothing like a good messenger flood to cheer someone up..

"Jack is a Rebelllll"

Lol its not just teachers, other things but not saying!
Anyway this thread is not about me its about jake so lets get back to him

Jakey Boy Iam going to flood u on messenger tonight to cheer u up

[BlueTails]

well done kimi!