Not believing in life much no more

[Fridayz]

okay i am wrote this months ago, And i am still getting replies :p

But i feel alot better so thanks for all your kind posts

[:Kimi]

We all know how you are feeling, Infact proberly some people even do feel like how you are feeling. My best friend in the whole world just suddenly freeked one day and we had to do drawings to represent love, And she wrote death all over the page then stormed out the room, I asked miss if I could go to "My music lesson" (I dont do music at school, its just she wasnt my normal teacher so she didnt know) and ran off after my friend. She was in the school toilets, holding a knife to her wrist. I grabbed the knife and chucked it into the bin, The thought of my friend doing this sickend me, why didnt she tell me she felt this way? She compleetly freeked then, screaming at me, saying "why did you do that?" I didnt need to think of an answer, it just came out
"Because I dont want my best friends mum crying, do you want her crying? Your so stupid, your mum has been through enough and now you have a wonderfull step dad who loves you - and you want to throw all that away, and why? cause you want to become a goth. Why is there so many goths in this world when they all cut themselfs, you dont want to become a goth, you just want to be differant, your nothing like a goth. You just want a cover!" I screamed it out, my true feelings, blurted out, she seemed to understand. As she broke down crying I walked out the room, putting the knife in my bag...

I feel what I did the other day saved me the hassle of loosing my best friend. And if you need anyone to talk to, I am always here if you want to PM me or anything

Love Kimi x

[Mined]

You just have to wade through your troubles

[Ciaran]

Its never easy but remember there is always someone who is worse off than you even though it doesnt feel like it.. i think if you try to belive your life is a missery it will be but just try to find a good side to things... like a light in darkess you can slip your way thought the problems of life

[Jamie]

aawww you'd be ok, you're just going in a rough patch.
We all have them

[Anti-Frizz]

Dont worry, I've been through what you're going through at the moment...Sometimes Im on a real high, that I have the best mates ever, get good marks at school etc...And then theres the times when I on a low, suddenly Im feeling left out, unfairly treated, unhappy with life, family matters getting too much!
These things can be sorted out though! Dont let things that arent important get to you. Maybe you could contact a helpline, but dont do anything to harm yourself. You were put here for a reason and should stay here for as long as you can!
As Bob Marley once sung... Dont worry, Be happy!

[-=rooty987=-]

Ok, my advice is, DO NOT COMMIT SUICIDE, its a rubbish way out

[..::Tina::..]

Aww I had that last year, and some of it this year too if you think positive and try hard you'll get through OK like I did

[MissAlice]

We all have highs and lows. Believe me we all do!
I've met you and you seem a very nice person

So you're doing rubbish at school. Only you can put that right, YOU can stop it getting worse by trying and when you achieve that, you will get the feel good factor. When we feel good we behave differently and it effects how we treat others and this in turn will improve your social life. Your fortunate to see your dad , some kids don't have contact with both parents, so make the most of every opportunity that you get. As for your love life, I'm sorry your hurting. I know what that feels like. Each day that passes it will get easier.

Try and be positive, think positive, act positive and hopefully life will become positive

[Jane]

We've all been through the stage in our lives, where we feel there isn't much point in it. Don't give up. Be optimistic. Things always sort themselves out, and in time everything seems so much better and you can't believe what you were thinking. Keep going, keep trying and you will achieve so much more than you thought you could. If you look at life in the right perspective it's the greatest thing you can imagine.