I need help

[HelpMe]

Not sure if this is the right section to post this in or not. I have just registered this username because I feel uncomfortable about posting this with my regular forum name (which I have 4000+ posts with and is known around the forum).

Ok, I'm in year 11. I have been bullied for most of my life. I have never told my parents anything about how I'm treated at school. The teachers are blind too it aswell.

The bullying is mostly verbal (name calling, constant abuse, etc) bullying. Because of this, I have very few friends. I can't bare it anymore. I can't do anything, as they are alot "harder" than me, and telling teachers in the past has got me nowhere. The same things happen everyday. I get called names (no idea why), I get my stuff stolen in some cases, etc.

I am going to have to make a decision very soon. Either I get help or I end my life. This has scarred me, and I cannot face it anymore. I am ready to end my life if changes are not made. I have no confidence anymore. I find it very hard to go out. No-one knows about this and how I feel. I cry at night, thinking of the abuse I would get the next day. Thinking of ways to prevent it (hurting myself, thinking of ways to end my life). I sometimes think to myself "theres only one year left to cope with" - but I don't think I'm strong enough anymore.

I really need help. I can't just tell people, as I'm not confident anymore.

I plan to end my life soon, unless things improve.

Thanks for reading.

EDIT: I do not have any dissabilities. I'm just 'normal' like the rest of you.

[Steven.]

, That sounds quite harsh.

Have you got an Ewo in your'e school? or a School Nurse? (Ewo = Educational Welfare officier) .

I would advise going to see them if you have, that's what i normaly do but i get outside help (Counciling due to self harm).

[HelpMe]

, That sounds quite harsh.

Have you got an Ewo in your'e school? or a School Nurse? (Ewo = Educational Welfare officier) .

I would advise going to see them if you have, that's what i normaly do but i get outside help (Counciling due to self harm).

I don't think I have the confidence. I can hardly leave my house anymore.

[Catchy]

ct you tell the police or somthing?

[Eamonn]

Why end it now ! You only have one more year at school then you can go 6Form or College and im pretty sure it wont happen there, just keep your head up high and hold on ! C'mon dont let them win

[HelpMe]

Why end it now ! You only have one more year at school then you can go 6Form or College and im pretty sure it wont happen there, just keep your head up high and hold on ! C'mon dont let them win

I was planning on going College and doing an I.T course, but I just don't have the strength anymore. I cant face another 100 odd days at school. I've been through a good 9 years of this, I can't hold out another one.

[Catchy]

Ask for a transfer of schools!

[HelpMe]

Ask for a transfer of schools!

I wish it was as easy as that. "mum, change my schools please".

There would be questions, frustration etc. Plus it would interfere with my GCSE's (if I get that far, which I very much doubt it).

[Catchy]

Have you told ur parents? If not why not? You could ring a helpline, sorry i don't know any numbers of them

[ITradeRSforHabo]

Dude you dont need to kill urself man. Never let bullys win. I'd advise you to talk to your pricipal about this situation. One more year left man, and then, your off to collage where people are more mature. You will have lots of friends. And also the friends, I'd advice you to join clubs. Go out into school activites and make some new friends. No need to end your life.