Why me?

[Bef]

Once again, Bef has guy trouble -sigh-

Well, for a re cap, i finished with Aaron, snog sessioned with Toni, then Toni started slging me off.
I started getting feelings for Craig, tried to stop them, found it hard, had a cuddle with him, went out with him and the boys last night. Cuddled all the boys but didn't get with any of them. Craig was there.
Then some *** who hates me for getting with her ex like a month after she dumped him (Wth?) drives up in the car and starts slging me off to the boys, i was at the other side of the road, all the boys run over, and i could hear them slging me off, including Craig...
One minute hes trying to stick his tounge down my throat...
So i get peed off and walk off, and nobody even bothers to follow me. I self harmed for the first time in ages last night, which is nuts. I just feel like whenever i turn a corner somebody comes round and pushes me back to square one. I feel so helpless. Why dont people realise how there tearing me up inside, its messed up. Im messed up.
Anyway, i cant ignore craig as i have to see the purick every day from 10-2. So what do i do? What would u do?

[iluvben]

Umm i would knife that girl k or become a lesbian if i was you eteehee ;P

[Metric.]

???
Jai' confus.
Maybe spread gossip about them?

[Craig]

It doesn't really help with how many boys you kop of with[in words].

Soon you will get a reputation for being the local bike. Which is not a good thing and I'm not gonna say why you'll get called the local bike[Don't wanna get banned]. You need to wait some time, get your reputation good again and then find a guy that you could settle down with for a bit instead of going off with one of his mates or whatever.

I hope you wanted the truth cos I gave it =]

[Bef]

lol craig. i already have a reputation and iv calmeed down alot. i use to be much worse. btw using on-screen keyoard.

[Mr.Kylee]

I used to be ''local bike'' but for girls. Er, I fixed my problems for sure. I don't have ''things'' anymore etc. I never got called a wh.. since it's probaly typicall for guys to be like I was but it isn't correct. You mes's with too many guys/girls feelings and it's just not right. You cuddle with everybody..kis's them and stuff in my opinion that gives them the right to slg you off. Fix yourself and others will see that and for sure change the opinion.

[Craig]

If you cuddle everyone you raise their hopes then lower them straight away. Not fair on the guys and they will **** you off for it. I'd keep low for a few weeks,not date anyone. And then find a nice guy,not just for sexual purposes or whatever Enjoy their company.

Remember; Interested is Interesting

[Bef]

Thanks Kyle and Craig. I know what u mean and yer I am a flirt but what pees me off is i can hug my female friends. We cuddle in the cold but when I treat male friends the same way i get slged off. Meh. shall i have a go at Craig?

[Mr.Kylee]

If you honestly like him, for real then no. You gota speak to him and show him you aren't like that.

If you don't give a damn about him, tell him what a ... .. ... he is.

[iluvben]

Ekk hmm , i gave the best advice :8