I really just wish i would die. And if this thread sounds like complaning to you too bad its true and i need your help. So please help cuz i have no clue what i am spose to do.
I always end up losing everyone i ever cared out, because of my actions. I lost my best cousin when i said some really nasty stuff to him in a fight. He dosn't want to speak to me ever again and i have tried many times to repair the relationship. I lost one of my best friends when she decided to get into smoking and join the bad news kids in our school. Now shes become bad news. She won't talk to me anymore and i can't get her back the way she use to be. My cousin and my best friend mean sooo much to me and i feel that all this was my fault. My brother used drugs and when i asked him to stop he wouldn't and now hes in the hospital. My other 2 cousins are in probation for using drugs and shop lifting. My parents are getting a devorce. Almost all my friends hate me and will not talk to me now. I get picked on every day at school and i am always alone. I come home and get yelled at by my parents for some stupid reason. Oh and there is so much more.
I've thought about cutting myself, i've even actually tried suffocating myself. I know i don't deserve to live, i am miserabal and no good for anyone. I really need some help before my life falls apart even more, or i will not be here long.
PLEASE HELP.
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Thread: I am ready to die
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I am ready to die
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see your doctor. they can reffer you to someone so you can talk your feelings though etc.
oh go and tell the king that the sky is falling in
when its not
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ok... i think i really do need to sort this whole thing out. I've been living like this for too long.
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thinking about it makes it worse tbh
-sam
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thats the problem i can't keep my mind off of it.
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think about rainbows.
yeah, rainbows.-sam
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i love rainbows
Originally Posted by elixir
and stars
oh go and tell the king that the sky is falling in
when its not
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focus on the better things in your life.
also remember that it could be worse.. that sounds depressing, but its true, and it makes you feel a little better about your situation. there could be so many more things wrong with your life right?I wish I was a little bit taller.
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I'm not trying to be nasty dude but please don't take it extreme try speak to connections
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maybe i should talk to my mother?
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