You are about to read about a very dark time in my life. You see the night I was exposed wasn't the reason I went all weird...
The 27th September 2000 was the day that my mother gave birth to my brother who was stillborn. Even 6 years on, that day hurts alot. I usually find a way to destress and on this day I decided to go the Gym. I returned to find my pictures had been posted and I was being called "fat", "ugly" and all sorts. I felt humiliated, destroyed and I realised it was all a game but I just couldn't fight back the tears. I talked to Kevin and told him I was going to commit suicide. Then I went.
I was really going to do it, I planned everything and then I recieved a text from a real life friend who told me that they loved me and that they just felt I needed to know. It made me rethink what I was doing. So then I staged it all. I removed everyone but Kevin from my MSN and told Kevin that if he wanted to be my friend he'd support me and go along. Me and him argued for ages about it and he felt really bad about saying it but at first he thought he was going to lose me and wanted to make sure he didn't. Then I decided to make a comeback. I felt really bad about making Kevin a liar, I tainted him with my poision and I hated myself. So I came up with another sick lie about being Kindapped, you see, I am addicted to Drama, I love to make my life sound more interesting than it is.
Kevin lost alot of respect for me, I lost friends on Habbo and my dignity. Why couldn't I just tell the truth? I just couldn't bring myself to do it, I lied and I lied when all the time I should've just said what I really felt. Afterall, Kevin was there to support me why couldn't everyone else? I felt stupid, it was just a Habbo Forum and old pictures! This was my problem, I created a drama and dragged everyone around me into it.
I've recently changed my Habbo name because I needed a fresh start, you see, I was becoming evil. I was posting horrible comments about TVHabbari staff and being cruel. I revelled in it, hoping I could break them. It made me feel big, but in the end good prevailed and I was fired. It was a shock, Kevin finally fired me and I knew I deserved it.
I have totally turned over a new leaf and I hope everyone realises that. No more lies, this is me. Joey Guy, pure and simple. You can never be liked by everyone and why should I lie about myself?
I am happier now because there are no more lies and all is out.
There you have my truth, I hope you can forgive me all my wrongs and I want to thank everyone, especially Kevin, for all their support. I love you all and I am sorry for hurting you.
May God forgive my sins and make me pure again. Thank you for reading and I wish you a
Merry Christmas & A Happy New Year
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