The real me...

[Kardan]

The real me

I'm just a real short kid with Ginger, (yes ginger) hair and blue eyes. Every single day of my life is torture, well not torture but it's bad.
Every day at least every hour I get picked on even hit. Most of the time it's just small little things. Like the odd person mumbling Ginger whilst you're walking down the corridor or just trying totrip you up. That's fine but it's when they mumble Ginger ***** and push me against the wall. Well what the hell did I do? Just walk down the corridor.
What do I do walk away, At least I try to. Most of the time I just walk around in the playground or on the playing fields doing nothing with a group of older boys or girls looking at me, Laughing. Just laughing.
What goes through my mind, To run away. What can I do, I'm at school. Then they come up to me and take the **** out of me. It's what they do. It's what they've always done. And this has happened ever since I was..... Hmmm 11? Geez, 4 years of long suffering.
Think I've had enough, Of course. But I can always walk away. Or can I. When will be the day I blow my top or flip my lid, and who will I take it out on. Well all I can say: I'm not far off.
But the worse thing is of it all, My friends. Well, first of all, what friends? Exactly who I consider my "best" friend is the onewho hits me and spreads rumurs, Great. Just what I need.
Kardan

[AngJum]

Aiden I'm sorry.. most of what you've said is exactly the same with me (Except I have blonde hair) And I have 'blown my top before', but I just broke down in tears because I had had enough of the bullies.. hence the reason why I'm depressed (That's not the only reason though) I wish they would stop

[lauralol]

Awww that's horrible, I hate bullies, I feel so bad for you. You too Ang, is there anything that you could do to help it stop at least a bit? Maybe asking a teacher to have a word or something? That can sometimes be the right thing to do.

[Kardan]

My best friend spreads rumours about me saying I fancy so and so when it's obviously true that I don't.
People laugh, They know it's not true but they think: W00T Let's take the mick of Aiden again. W00T.
Like once I was walking home as you do and you get these stupid annoying kids whacking stones wrapped in paper (ouch) on your head.
Just little things like that and the stupid things like buying a pizza you get banged into by another stupid kid go to the counter refund? nother pizza?
NO. NO.
For crying out loud you don't cut any slack you just want a good job. You saw what happened.
Now if I thing about it as a whole my life has been sad.
Another reason everyone can pick on me.
I'm smart.
Yep you wouldn't think of it.
But I am probably the smartest kid in my class, Maybe the year (Hey I might be bias but I got 97% in my last SATS)
So consider it like that.
Now let's say if I'm away. As you are some times thanks to the dude that coughs inn your face and on that day is a mahs lesson
Great.
The 2nd class boff who only got around 60% goes ahead of me/Next moring.
LET'S BOAST! I'M BEATING THE CLASS BOFF! WAYHEY!
Then it takes me the who,e of the subject to catch back up as I was away for 2 days.
I'm like:
Hello!!!! I was away, I'm better than this anyway I'll overtake you in the end. Stupid evil kid.
Also about MORE boastin, everyone thinks I can't be beaten know everything (I wish) so we have a geography assesment. I am good at geography (funnily enough) and I got a good level is my first assesment.
2nd one comes along it said: You did a very good brouchre told us what we were doing places we were going accomodation, but did not explain the things the towns have example: York has catherdrals old buildinmgs.
I got a level less than my friend did.
If you go through his, his is just chunks of writing COPIED of the internet the teacher didn't relise it.
Geez.
To be continued...
Aiden

[lauralol]

Oh Im so sorry to hear about your 'best friend' He sounds horrible to me and not worth your friendship. You should be glad you are smart, it is something you can look forward to in later life. Even though you maybe don't have a good school life, when you get older you will have a good job from your 'boffy grades' and the others will be working behind the counter and cleaning tables at McDonalds for the rest of their lives.

[AngJum]

I know what its like for "friends" to say to everyone Angela loves so and so. When they know I don't, but they just do it because I'm not pretty like all of the other popular people :rolleyes: It hurts when they ask the person out for me, because I know they are going to shout no in my face.. and when I was dating bigbutsound, my "friends" phoned him and started laughing at him and annoying him. I loved him, and they didnt care one bit! My childhood hasnt been good, haven't enjoyed it like I should have (Reasons why I didnt), and now I still cant enjoy it because if I do, bullies will take my convidence away from me

[Kardan]

I hate my friends doing that.

Because of that, It's a tangled mess, I'm hated and the whole thing has Backfired.

3 whole years..... Still threads to untangle...

[AngJum]

I hate my friends doing that.

Because of that, It's a tangled mess, I'm hated and the whole thing has Backfired.

3 whole years..... Still threads to untangle...

Well, I lived in Germany for 6 years or something.. so I would have went to school there for 1-2 years, I cant remember it as I was so young.. but, when I moved to Newcastle I was a loner there too, people used to bite me and hit me. Then I moved around in Scotland and you know, since I had been bullied.. I sort of bullied people in Scotland, as I was so used to being bullied else where But I stopped, because I got in trouble, and no one at the school wanted to be my friend, because I was mean to them I had 1 or 2 friends.. but thats all. Then I moved to more schools, and I got bullied there, had no friends. I've been to about 8 schools or something, and not made atleast one friend I've kept

[lauralol]

Awww, there's so many horrible, nasty and selfish people out there.. but when you look harder there are also a fair few nice ones, and once you have found them, you'll be fine, and Im sure your life will sort its self out

[GommeInc]

Right, they make fun of you as you have a well known hair colour. Righty o, must be a pretty messed up school.