I really got depressed this week because, after seeing someone who seemed to have everything (looks, personality, people liking - and loving - them), it made me analyse my own life. I came to a solution: it's a bit crap.
I mean, outside of school I don't really do that much. Everyone seems to have a passion... some do charity work, some play football, some sing, some swim, some act, and I do bugger all. And you know what? I'm bored of it.
The problem is, I've ended up almost stereotyping myself as the "clever kid who isn't that loud". It sucks, because it means that if I ever want to do something a bit different, I get "OMG Ben wth are u doin" looks. This makes me not want to do anything different, in case I fail at it, and it's just a vicious circle.
I'd LOVE to try and get into some sort of acting, but I'm too scared through fear of rejection or not actually being good.
Sad, I know, but true![]()






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Im starting to do more stuff



