Been a while since I've posted here :']
Well,
theres this girl, Meghan - I know I'm only 13, but I honestly feel like I love her. I know, people at 13 dont experiance true love, but I think I am.
I havent stopped thinking about her this whole weekend, and last night me, her and her friend went and saw "Disturbia". I had a girlfriend - but we only met at a party and made out, I didnt get to know her. But today [April 22nd] I dumped my other girlfriend cause I wanted to get to know her more.
But my friend Meghan broke up with her boyfriend and I've liked her for about 2 months, I dont know what to do - cause I think I might miss my chance with Meghan if I go back out with the other girl, but I really really like Meghan and I feel most comfortable with her.
Right now, Im not sure what to do at all.
Cause when me and Meghan are together - theres something.. Im not sure what it is, but I know that theres something there. And I like that feeling, but when Im with Jaymie [X-Girlfriend]I dont feel anything, its just making out and stuff. But when Im around Meghan, I feel butterflies and I really enjoy time with her.
Last night, when her boyfriend dumped her for someone else, she wasn't really crying much - but she was laughing because I was making her laugh. And we were outside the movies at the back and we flirted for about an hour, we went to the staircase and she put her head on my lap. And we flirted for so long, and I felt really comfortable with her.
But, on the other hand with Jaymie - I dont really flirt or anything with her, as I said, its just kissing and making out. [Which I do enjoy, but not all the time]
But, with Meghan - I wouldnt mind kissing and stuff, but I feel like I like her because of the relationship we would share.
So, I'm left with thinking - should I go back out with Jaymie? [Whom I do not really share a good relationship with] Or should I go out with Meghan? [Whom I feel I love.]
Please help, Im really confused.
Thanks,
Connor






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