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[-Soph-]

I don't know what the hell to do
I feel like utter **** at the moment, especially today
I miss my family, my nan and grandad and dad, I miss the culture in the UK and my old friends, its just not the same since i've moved, I have anxiety attacks all the time now, my confidence level has sunk and I feel like an idiot all the time, some people make me feel like crap. And i've started self harming again, and I feel I really need to talk to someone in real life but I can't, last time I trusted someone, he started calling me an attention seeker and told everyone, and thats made me not trust anyone now.
could anyone lend me a hand?
thanks..

[Metric.]

i somewhat know how you fell.

i was 11 when i moved to new york, and the people are so different down in the states. i came from a posh neighborhood in bedford (halifax) nova scotia, but when i moved to new york, i lived in a middle class neighborhood and i went to public school because that's all we could afford.

i missed my friends, my house, my school, everything

people are just so mean.

[-Soph-]

I know, some people make me feel like crap 24/7, its reallly different now.
my post above made me say everything negative w/ no positives, yeah I love it here but it has its downsides.

[paradox]

i moved in 2003, when i was 8, i did get worried as it' was all new around there; you'll get used to it

[:Hazel]

it took me a year to settle in when i moved house- but i didnt move country. i'm sure you will feel better in time, meanwhile i'd talk to your parents or someone and get everything off your chest- bottling everything up will not help in the long run. hope you feel better soon

[Bef]

Dont let some fat yanks get you down. Like i told you before. Just roll them down the hill.

[Shawnstra]

I know how you felt. My mate have just immigrated to the US, and he really missed up. Somehow, I can just feel how he felt. We now communicate through MSN.

[-Soph-]

I know how you felt. My mate have just immigrated to the US, and he really missed up. Somehow, I can just feel how he felt. We now communicate through MSN.

thats what I do, but i'd do anything to see my friends again

[uh huh her]

your pikey sister is here for you kk.

[Crimson]

Dont let some fat yanks get you down. Like i told you before. Just roll them down the hill.

LOL

Anywho'm, yeah.. what Bef said, i agree.