disease help o.o

[Laura<3]

i wasnt sure where to post this so i posted it here.

well i found out i have a form of blood disease a few months back and recently when i go to check up on it ive been told i could die within a few months - i always knew it could lead to death. but the thing is i go to like a private clinic sort of place where you dont need parents to come with you and if you dont want them to know they wont tell them, so none of my family know about it recently i told a close friend and it really upset her and she gets upset when she talks to me and i dont know what to do i dont like upsetting people about it cause it makes me feel horrid i dont know what to do but it gets lonley cause i know i have no one who i can talk to about it cause im worried about how theyll react to it and it just messes me up. there are possibilities that ill get better so there is an up side to it and i have been better then i was but it still worries me cause i dont know what to do and who to tell i just dont know what to do about it

advise please?
x

[dirrty]

you could die within a few months and your family doesnt know? i would tell them tbh. if i was your parents, i would be more upset not knowing that you could possibly die then knowing in the first place. atleast they can prepare for the worst, where not knowing would be more of a shock to them.

[Laura<3]

yeah ive wanted to tell them but im just worried about how theyll react due to the way my friend did im not that close to my family though so im not really sure its just like merhh

[luke-p]

Whats the blood disease called?

[cocaine]

do you mean a peace hospice?

[Laura<3]

its a form of tb &something else
they still arent 100% sure cause its messed up
my dad had a blood disease when he was younger and had to have his blood like pumped out and replaced and was in hospital for 4 years so im worried of it turning into something like that so i think its got some from of relation to that


&im not sure what the place is called

[luke-p]

TB, is an infectious disease... You would be in a hospital... Not at home.

[Laura<3]

i had medication for the tb side of it
its more then just tb

[luke-p]

Soo... You had TB, so the TB isnt relivant, that just meens the other part of its doing damage... Whats the name of the other thing?

[Laura<3]

i still have to take medication im only into about the 2nd month of taking it now or something like that i have to have some test soon due to it thats when im next going i think

im not that certain of the name of the other side of it cause i used to get stressed out and not pay attention to actual terms and problems it causes i only payed attention to the actual long term problems etc. next time ill go ill try and find out the name of it so i can look more into it. i tend to get frustrated easily and im the sort of person who puts things of and pretends thye arent happening and carries on normally. but recently ive got to the stage where ive decided i need to try and clear my head and sort things out about it if you get me and do what i can do hense the trying to find advise about it