well basically, long distance relationship we hadn't met for like just over a week and i was really bored. so thats kinda of why i cheated on him too but yano whos counting.
And well i was at a house party last night, and nick (lives 1 hour in car) away, got his auntie to drive all the way down, he came to the party and well. We kissed infront of everyone and now basically, everyone i mean everyone knows, and it felt so right. LOL BUT THEN
theres a video on youtube now, i've flagged it and stuff - i dont want the video to get out but hey ho i look good on it aha
WELL
I thought, even though it's a pain to see Nick all the time, when i am with him it feels so much better than this Ben lad because i feel with ben he doesnt know what he wants.
WELL
on msn i just got home from work (party was still going on whilst i was getting dressed at 7am) aha. on my msn offiline message it was ben pouring his heart out to me
and i dunno which to pick
amg ahaha. lol, but yeah, im so hyper from lack of sleep - is that normal?
anyway
which should i pick? omg that sounds so promiscious, i don't know i prefer nick because he's better for me apart from distance, but i feel like Ben could become better for me, and he lives closer.
oh i dunno!







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omg post the video Lmao!


