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[benjamin]

right yeah, this is a long story but i shall try and summerise, i'm basically just telling it to get it off my chest, because **** me it's frustrating.

okay, i was with this guy for like two months, everything was great but we split up, i ended it and it ended on good terms, we had planned to go to this festival together, and we did. there was this guy i really liked going to the festival (the festival was like, 7 weeks after we split - so i'm not whoring around) and he was there, we got together and stuff. my ex told me he had a new boyfriend called will, and was coming to meet him at wakestock; fine by me. my ex found out that i got with this other guy, COMPLETELY flipped out, kicked me out of his tent (we was sharing) and went home, so i was left all on my todd - i didn't complain, met some complete legends - but it goes to show how much of an ******* he is. oh and he stole my new shoes, ****.
okay so, part two - me, my friend jack and my manager from work go out friday night, we have a bottle of wine each (lol) and get rather drunk, get arrested for criminal damage (they ripped a 'DO NOT PRESS' cover off a broken traffic light, and i just ripped the last bit off) fair enough, then de-arrested. then jack went home and me and my manager went on to this club (yes this is relevant don't worry lol, and yeah the managers 21 and gay) so we get there, about 1am, i walk in and see the guy i like getting with two people - at the same time - i was like .. oh. hurt but hey i thought i'd get over it, and then i saw him with another two guys on the dance floor, i was like wowwwwwwwww you're a *****. and my manager was like oh forget him he's an *******. so ok i go to the bar and meet this guy who gets me a few drinks, we go to the dance floor and theres my manager all over the guy i like .. skipping like an hour or so, the guy i like's mate invites me back to hers, so we all go back and my manager tags along, all over the guy i reaaaally liked. and we slept in same room and they went alllll the way. the next morning my manager told me he did it to make me jealous.

ERGH, what the ****? childish or what, but i'm over it. men are ****z they both got up with love bites all over them like 'OH NO LOOK AT THESE ON MY NECK' and if i was feeling sadistic enough i could get my manager fired, but i won't.

so yeah, UPDATE ON ME from the past few months i haven't been on here, and someone reply or i'll feel like a jeb.


OHOH OH AND. my manager was texting my ex all that night too, and my ex was at the club .. WEARING MY SHOES HE STOLE.

[pulchritude]

wow.
so which one do u like lol

[benjamin]

i didnt use names coz the guy i liked was called matt, and my manager is also called matt.
IT COULD GET CONFUSING.

yet another chapter in the SKINS LIFE OF ME

[NIKKEE]

So the guys in your life are *****.
What can ya do?

[benjamin]

So the guys in your life are *****.
What can ya do?

not much but moan like a *****

[brandon]

Oh man.. backstab or what. Sorry to hear that.

[benjamin]

i know, i'm more ****** off with my manager, because he's lost all trust and respect i ever had for him - which was a lot. he was a good friend aswell.

[myke]

ok, thats confusing, YOUR A *****EEE!

jkjk.

uh. bad luck.
some people are nooobs.

[Janczyk]

Haha, backstab .

All men are idiots Ben and yes they are childish - forget dem.

[benjamin]

yeah, to be honest the shock hit me harder then anything because i didn't think it'd happen

i just have to try face my manager at work on thursday, urghhhhhhhh i'm doing a 9 hour shift, three days in a row. :|