Idk... Feel Like Sad/Depressed Every year

[Agree]

Right... So when it gets close to school... when i think about it i start to get sad and almost into tears.....
Today i was just remebering how when i was in 1st-3rd grade i would cry in the mornings and go to the nurse clamining i had a stoamch ace but i did that a few times in 7th-8th grade....

But idk i just get rly upset when it comes around school time

ESPICALLY THIS YEAR. Senior year in highschool... I dont know if i wanna go to college i hate school... but my parents be mad at me forever if i dont go.. I have a nice job.. .but ya idk rly..

Also: I dont know if i could even go to college out of city.. because i sitll for some stupid reason have problems staying the night at peoples houses..
Like im fine going over and playing xbox ect... but when it comes to getting later in nite and knowing im not going home i get worried about idk and start to get rly upset....

Idk why im writing this... I guess to get it out? idk any advice )

And im kinda upset because this year is hard on my mom because its my last year of highschool and my sister is done with Primary school and is in 7th grade now...
And it kills me to look at her upset..

HELP?

Edit: But iv gotten upset/cried For almost every year i can remember of school... I think last year i held it back and went on and forgot.. but my first year of highschool and new school i was fine till the bus ride couldnt stop thinking of home/I was going to get lost ect... And when we pulled up into parking log i nearly burst into tears...

Tbh im almost in tears now

[J0SH]

Bren says only 6 idks this time dont feel depressed you have nothing to feel depressed about.

[Agree]

ino.... but i jus get rly upset

[J0SH]

It's because of the feeling of having 6 weeks off then all of a sudden having to adjust to the routine of going to school again

[untrustus]

get a grip

[cocaine]

im with above.

dude, its only school. if you get upset and start crying because of that, imagine what you'd do with a job..

[N-Dubz]

its school .. theres much worse things in life then school.

[e5]

You just need more convidence tbh

[Agree]

It's because of the feeling of having 6 weeks off then all of a sudden having to adjust to the routine of going to school again

ye maybe

get a grip

Shut up

im with above.

dude, its only school. if you get upset and start crying because of that, imagine what you'd do with a job..

I have a job?

its school .. theres much worse things in life then school.

i know

You just need more convidence tbh

:[

[cocaine]

ye maybe

Shut up

I have a job?

i know

:[

do you break up into tears everytime you enter the workplace? if not, then theres no reason to do that in school :S